Yoona’s POV

I called Sooyoung to sleepover to our house to have a girl chat.  Yes, I wanted to talk about kyuhyun, about everything I had promised to my sister Yuri. Tomorrow is Saturday, so no class for Sooyoung and me.

“Sooyoung ah, can you sleepover to our house?” I called Sooyoung while Yuri unnie just looks at me with curios looks.

“……”

“Okay, we’ll wait for you”

“……”

“Okay, bye” she hung up the telephone.

“She can come right?”

“Of course, she is Choi Sooyoung after all. Why would she doesn’t want to come” we chuckled together after hearing my reason. We know Choi Sooyoung, she is always excited if we had a girl talk. She like it, no she loves it. She never stopped talk if we had a girl chat, but she could be a wise girl, sometimes. When I said sometimes, it’s mean rarely happen.

After 30 minutes, Sooyoung came. We bring our snacks, and rush to my room.

“Yoona yah, tell us the whole story to us, now” Sooyoung asked when we sat on my bed. Yuri nodded energetically.

“Ok, Sooyoung and I met Sungmin oppa and Sunny eonni on our yesterday at cafeteria.  Sungmin oppa told us that Kyuhyun had a car accident, they need my help so they asked our address” I let out a sigh before I continued.

“I didn’t expect that Kyu’s mom will come that fast. Kyuhyun’s omma came to ask for help from me. She wants me to accompany his son for a few months. She also gave me kyuhyun’s diary” I showed the diary to them. Sooyoung quickly grabbed the diary from my grasp.

“Is it really his?” Sooyoung asked like to herself than to us but I said ‘Yes’ to her.

“Why did Kyuhyun eomma give you that diary?” Yuri eonni asked.

“Uhm, S-she said t-that she found my name oh his diary, I mean a lot of my name,” I answer hesitantly, afraid they will go crazy after hearing my reason.

“WHAT??!” They screamed in unisons.

“Aish, don’t scream too loud. My ear hurts hearing your loud voice” I scolded them while rubbing my ears.

“E-eh, mian Yoong. I just shock. I mean is it true that Kyuhyun sunbae wrote your name on his diary. Not just one or two but A LOTS?”

“Omo!! Maybe he lik . . . “Yuri eonni gave me a mischievous smile to me.

“NO!! That’s impossible”

“WHYYYY?!!” Soyoung and Yuri eonni asked in unison, AGAIN.

“E-eh, it’s because he know that I had a boyfriend before,”

“MWO!!!” They shouted again but I already expect these so I quickly cover my ears or I will deaf.

“y-you mean he know that Nichkhun was your boyfriend?” Yuri asked her stuttered.

“Neh”

“Yah!!! Im Yoona! You never told me that you had a boyfriend. Why didn’t you tell me? We school at the same school and meet every day but how could I didn’t meet your boyfriend even once” Sooyoung glared at me. I felt guilty but Nichkhun is my past.

“Actually Nhickhun and me, I . . . “I started feel uneasy and eonni knew about it.

“Uhm, Sooyoung ah, actually they broke at their first month anniversary, Nichkhun is the one who asked for break up. Yoona didn’t even know his reason why he leaves her broke into pieces. After that, we didn’t even know where he was. At that time you were busy study because your score had dropped so your parents forbid you to hang out before the exam and when she needed me the most I must back to California for two months because I had to check up. I thought you will know too so I leave her here, alone” Yuri eonni explained to Sooyoung.

“But, you didn’t know. Mianhae Yoongie ya” Yuri eonnie hugged me. Tears are falling from my eyes. I remembered that day clearly. The day when Nichkhun left me, when Yuri must left me too and Sooyoung couldn’t hang out because her parents told so and our exam was near.

“Omo, Yoong mian. I didn’t know. Mianhae” Sooyoung said than hugged me. We were hugging for a moment until I burst out.

“He is my first love Sooyoung ah, eonnie” My tears keep falling from my eyes. I’ve keep this too long. If you asked me if I miss him, indeed, I miss him but when I remember that day, I can’t stand it. He crushed my trust, I believe him but he broke my heart into pieces. I am sad, and angry to myself. How could I be so stupid? I know he doesn’t deserve me but he had stolen my half space in my heart. Anyway, first love never die is indeed true sometimes.

“Just forget him Yoong, just forget him” Yuri eonnie tried to cheer me up. She wiped my tears.

“Yes, I know he doesn’t deserve me at all, I’ve forgotten him anyway. Yeah not fully but I’ve tried, right?” I said while smiling to assuring them that I’m okay.

“Okay, let’s cheers for Yoona” Sooyoung shouted we tossed our soda cane. We laughed again as if nothing had happened before.

“So how could you pass that hard day without us?” Sooyoung asked me. Yuri eonni send a death glare to her because bringing that topic again. I just chuckled while Sooyoung rubbing her neck and smile shepisly.

“Hehehe, mianhae. I just feel curious, yeah curious, that’s all”

“I just think about Yuri eonni and you”

“Just that?” Sooyoung asked doubtfully. ‘Ugh, I just can’t lie to this girl’ I thought.

 “Uhm actually, the day when Nichkhun asked for break up we meet Kyuhyun at Han River, two hours before our break up exactly.  I introduce him to my boyfriend then we parted away but the next day he called me and asked me to accompany him”

“Then, What had happened after that?”

“When you and oenni wasn’t here Kyuhyun always there to help me in my study for the exam” I smiled remember about that, my bittersweet.

“Really?”

“Uhummh” I nodded.

“How?”

“I don’t know, like I’ve said before, the day after we meet, Kyuhyun suddenly call me then he offering me to help my study for exam but I must accompany him for all long day. I agree because that times I want to forget him and focus on my exam, Kyuhyun is a genius too”

“Okay, but what do you mean by ‘for a long day’?”

“Yeah, for a long day he made as his slave. Firstly, he dragged me to the Han River, than Lotte World after that Dongdaemun, He is really annoying”

Flashback

“Kyu, where are we going?”

“Just shut up Weirdo, let’s have fun today” Kyuhyun said then showing his popular smirk to me.

“Aish, annoying Gaemgyu” I pouted then facing him with my back. Don’t he know that I just broke up yesterday.

“Kyu, why are we here?” I asked him confusedly. He bring me to the Han River, Doesn’t he know that the important person just left me here yesterday. I tried to suppress my tears.

“I don’t know I just wanna bring you here” he smiled to me, a sincere one. It is warm, his smile really warm. I smiled back. He suddenly dragged me to another bench.

“Isn’t this place nice?”

“. . . “

“When I felt bored, I’ll come here and shouted as loud as I can”

“. . . “

“Yoona. Wanna try it?” I shocked by his sudden action. First, he calls me Yoona not weirdo or grandma deer then he grabbed my hand and forced me to stand up.

“AAAAAAAAAHHHH” Kyuhyun shouted. I just see him in awe.

“Just try it” he said then shouted once again.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH” I shouted loudly until my breath felt heavy.

“How is it? You feel lighter?” I nodded in agreement. “It feels so nice”

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH” We shouted together then laughed. After that, he dragged me again. After a long ride, we reached Lotte world.

“Whoa, it’s been a long time I didn’t come to this place”

“Really, I’m pity for you” he smirked.

“Yah!! Evil Kyu” I punched him but he run. We ran like a child until we ran out oxygen.

“Aish, let’s ride roaller coaster”

“Okay!!!” I shouted excitedly. We play until evening.

‘”Yah gaemgyu, I’m hungry” I said while rubbing my empty stomach.

“Aish, Shikshin. Okay I’ll treat you but you must follow me after this and don’t complain”

“Arraso!! Palli, I’m hungry” I grabbed his hand then eat at nearest restaurant.

“I’m so full”

‘Of course you are, you eat every food in the menu” I just glared at him. Aish, he said it too loud, what if someone hear that, it will be embarrassing.

“Okay, now’s my turn, KAJJA!!” he grabbed me again.

‘TADDA!! He shouted when we reached the place.

“MWO!! Dongdaemun?!” “Yes, Dongdaemun, is there any problem ma’am” he smirked. “Don’t say that you want me to be your slave here” he smirked again then walked away.

“Yah, Evil Kyu, it’s too crowd slower your steps” he suddenly grabbed my hand. “Never let go my hand arraso, or you will get lost” he said, I just nodded. Then, he ruffled my hair, I stunned there.

“Aish, let’s go Yoong”

End of flashback

“Hey, Yoong. Wake up” Sooyoung flicked my forehead and ruined my thought.

“Aish, appo” I winched.

“You’re zoning out, what happen with ’a long day’?”

“Oh, he made me as his slave. Aish, he bought much stuff and asked me to bring that. We walked until my feet sore,” I remembered that clearly, after that, we go home. I even slept in his car because I’m so tired and I had a weird dream too. I dreamt someone kiss my forehead, I don’t know why, till know I still thinks that the kiss felt so real.

“Didn’t you feel suspicious with his sudden action? You know, he usually teased you but suddenly he asked you to accompany him and offering a help too”

“Well, I don’t know. But, it was two years ago so it doesn’t matter. He probably had forgotten that”

“Okay, is up to you” Sooyoung gave up her opinion.

“Oh,what about the diary?” Yuri unnie suddenly asked.

“Ah, I want to read it later”

“I can be the volunteer to read it” Sooyung said excitedly.

“NO!!!” Yuri eonni and I shouted together.

“WHYYYY??” Sooyoung whined like a child.

“It’s given for Yoona not for you” Yuri eonni said to the whining girl.

“Yeah and it’s Kyuhyun privacy too. Even though I really want to read it but, I don’t dare to read it now, what if I hurt him by seeing his secrets?”

“It couldn’t ever happen!” Sooyoung exclaimed.

“How could you be so sure?” I asked her with doubt by her sentences.

“well, I’m sorry to say it but, he didn’t even recognize us. He must have forgotten about that book and if someday he recover and asked about that book we can just give him without saying anything. Am I right?”

“Yah!!! Choi Sooyoung!” I shouted to her and punched her head.

“Aish, appo Yoong. I’m just curious, ye-yeah just CURIOUS, kekekeke”

“That’s enough, just sleep now. It’s already late. Oh Yoong, tomorrow you must go to his house too right?”

“OK, EONNI” Sooyoung and me shouted together then, the tree of us chuckled because of our childish.

“Good night Yoong, good night Soo. Have a tight sleep” Yuri eonni whispered.

“Good night too eonni” I replied while Sooyoung just mumbled ‘ Uhmmm’