I dont like guys

**Who am I in your eyes?**

**Hankyung’s P.O.V.**

 

“Why so angry?” I said with a jokeful voice “Do you wanna dance too?”

He looked at me “……do you wanna dance with me?”

‘He’s not that shy I hear’ I though.

“Sure, why not” I answered friendly. But at the dance floor Heechul suddnely became very shy.

“I can’t dance actually” he said, and I chuckled “That doesnt matter, just have fun”

He though a bit, and started slowly to move, and then he danced…or at least tried.

“I told you I couldnt dance” He said when I chuckled, and stopped.

“Sorry, try again, I won’t laugh” I said, and started to dance myself. Heechul stood there a bit then he started to move again, but it still looked kinda funny.

And there we stood until the song stopped, and we went back.

“I feel stupid” he complained

“Why?”

“You danced so awesome, and I…just made a fool out of myself”

“Dont think about that, at least it was fun right?”

He though a bit before he slowly nodded “I guess so”

 

**Heechul’s P.O.V.**

 

The rest of day went fast by, we chatted, joked and became friends. Soon the clock was 11pm, and it was time to close the club.

“Bye” Hankyung said to the other workers.

“Bye” they said back, and we went out.

“What direction do you live?” he asked me, and I pointed to the left.

“Me too, then we can walk together” he smiled.

 

“Wanna hang out tomorrow?”

“I have work tomorrow” I sighed

“I meant after dinner” he chuckled

“oh…sure”

I wanted to jump around in happines, but kept calm.

“What do you wanna do then?”

I shrugged my shoulder “I dont know, what do you wanna do”

“Emm…maybe we can watch a movie?”

I nodded “Sure”

Again I wanted to jump around, but kept calm…or this time my feet moved a bit and I stumbled.

I closed me eyes and waited to hit the ground, but Hankyung had grabbed me, and pulled me back up.

 

I opened my eyes and met his, we were only a few centimetres apart from each other, and my heart beated fast.

“You ok?” he asked worried while still holding me “it looked like you were about to faith”

I swallowed, and did something I didnt plan on…

I leaned myself a bit toward him, and started to kiss him……and it felt like the whole time stopped… and he kissed me back

 

…or at least I imagined it

 

He pushed me lightly away “What are you doing?” he didnt sound angry, just confused.

“Sorry” I blushed hard “I…I just couldnt control myself…I…”

He sighed “I know you like guys, and that’s ok…but…I’m not gay…I don’t like guys that way…sorry”

Like a stab from a knife the words hitted my heart, and I felt my tears come, but fought them back.

“It’s ok…I shouldn’t have done that…I…” I cutted myself off by starting to run. I didn’t wanna cry in front of him.

“Heechul!” He shouted after me, but I didn’t look back.

‘Why did I kiss him?...why?...I should have known the reaction…’

I didn’t stop before I closed the door to my house behind me.

‘I guess he hates me now’

 

**Hankyung’s P.O.V.**

 

I stopped when Heechul closed the door behind him…I tried to catch my breath after running after him while shouting…

‘Good job Hankyung…’ I though to myself, and turned around to walk to my own house. But on the way I kept thinking about the kiss, and how it felt…it was my first kiss with a guy, and it had felt more right then the kisses with girls…and that’s why I kissed him back before pushing him away.

‘Aish…you’re a damn jerk Hankyung’ I though when I came home and sat down by the kitchen table. ‘Why can’t you just accept that you are gay, and have always been?’

 

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In case it confused you I just say it now.

When Heechul kissed Hankyung…Hankyung kissed him back before pushing him away, but Heechul though he imagined it when he felt Hankyung kiss back.

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kiwicolada
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Chapter 44: Smart move of Kyuhyun to have a face to face talk with Yesung. Yeah, maybe someone needed to open his eyes if he won't want to lose Ryeonggu. But it also shows what a special place Wookie will keep in Kyu's heart forever. But it's cute to imagine how Wookie talks nonstop about his new boyfriend and Kyu can only role his inner eyes to that XD It's about time Sungie joins the crew. Thank you for sharing this ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak 0 points #2
Chapter 43: Yes, Sungmin will exactly be that guy ^^ Like Sungie is the guy making Wookie forget about this horrible break up and Kyu is that guy helping Sungmin getting over Heechul. Well and Chullie will find his man in Hankyung ^^ I like happy ending. Just wondering what kind of drama will comes their way... Thank you again ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak 0 points #3
Chapter 42: Maybe Chul should have meet Sungmin and his new friends, so he might has a chance to meet Wookie's hyung way sooner ^^ It's funny how small the world is sometimes. Hope Hankyung won't think he got a stalker XD Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #4
Chapter 41: I can't express in words how happy I am for Yewook. It feels like they had to move mountains before they could get their happy together. It's funny how Hyuk always gets into trouble by himself. He's so clumsy but adorable. Wondering how Donghae will meet Hyuk's parents next time XD And how will things work for Yewook when the younger wants to stay friends with Kyuhyun. Can't wait for Sungie to face Kyuhyun again. But this time he will be Wookie's boyfriend ^^ Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #5
Chapter 40: Taeyeon is a little gossip girl ^^ Think Teuk will give her a lot to talk about XD It's good she takes it so easy but it seems their parents are against it, too. A pity. But its nice to see Teukie less stressed and more carefree now. Wish him all the best for his and Kangin's relationship. And a nice shopping trip with his little sister XD XD
Thank you for this chapter ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #6
Chapter 39: Teuk is lucky to have an understanding principel. I mean he was yelling and giving him a lecture but in the end he didn't got fired and was allowed to continue his relationship with Kangin as long it won't disturb him from doing his job and they won't show it at school that openly. An other boss might had called the police, informed the parents and Teuk won't be able to work as teacher again. He must really be one of the best or else the principel won't be that easy on him. Just how will Taeyeon take it?
Thank you as always ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #7
Chapter 38: It's cute that Wookie is ready to help Sungmin. Or help Kyu to get a new boyfriend. But you can feel that he still isn't over that break up, and how he was the one hurting Kyuhyun. But it's sad he's playing Amor for a new couple when his own status isn't cleared. I thought he made things official with Sungie. His heart must feel heavy surrounded by two couples. Like a third wheel. Hyuk definitely should have bought his hyung... Don't know, but I think Hyuk also owns something to Wookie and Yesung... Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #8
Chapter 37: It's nice that Wookie can let go of Kyuhyun and offers his former place by Kyu's side to his new friend. Maybe he can give a hint to Sungmin that his buddy is free. By any chance he might could have bought Yesung, too. But this could be awkward for Kyu. But still, if Hyuk may joins them he can bring his hyung along... Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #9
Chapter 36: A real Yewook kiss. I'm happy ^^ But does it mean they're official now? Hope Yesung's parents won't kick Wookie out if they found out. They deserve to be happy and enjoy their relationship. Please keep Wookie save, Yeye.
Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1625 streak #10
Chapter 35: I'm happy that Wookie can be carefree and happy again when he's with Kyuhyun. But I'm not sure if Kyu is really over Wookie that easy. I mean the break up happened when Kyu felt betraited when he was still in love with the younger. And I think they need to talk about what happened the day when things turned into a mess. Especially after Kyuhyun's evil act. Maybe they already talked on the phone or whatever. But I miss that part here. It feels like something is missing in the puzzle. Can't wait for Yewooks first meeting after Wookie's vacation. Thank you ❤️