Afraid

**Who am I in your eyes?**

 

**Leeteuk’s P.O.V.**

 

I sat home and watched TV with my thoughts in full war around two topics.

First: Eunhyuk, he has been avoiding me since the day at the club. Did his parent find out that he lied and don’t let Eunhyuk be with me again? But then he should tell me, not just avoid me.

Second: My….boyfriend…..Is this really right? Dating you own student? If people find out that, the other teachers will think I favourite him or worse. Thinking that Kangin sleep with me to get grades, but that is not true, we haven’t done it.

The doorbell rang.

“Leeteuk! Can you see who it is?” My little sister Taeyon shouted from her room.

“Do it yourself!” I shouted back.

“Damn your lazy!” she shouted angry and opened the door in the entry.

“Who are you?” I heard her ask.

“I am Kangin, is Leeteuk here?”

‘Oh, that’s right Kangin and I was going to see a movie today’ I stood up and walked toward the door.

“Just wait a second..OPPA!” she shouted without seeing that I stood behind here

“I’m right here!” I shouted back, but a little lower.

She just laughed, but asked “Is this your friend?”

I felt muted, I couldn’t tell her. The first thing she will do after that is to tell mom and dad. Okay I am a grown-up, but telling your parents that you’re gay is still a problem.

“Yes I am” Kanging answered and I looked at him.

“Okay, I am Taeyon, Leeteuk’s sister” Taeyon said and walked away.

-

“So that’s your sister?”

I nodded “Annoying right?”

“I don’t know her. I haven’t seen her at school before is she older than you?”

“No. She is my little sister, she is 19 just like you, but she goes to another school”

Kangin became a bit silent before he careful asked “Does she not know...”

I shook my head before he was done “My parents who don’t live here don’t know either, I’m afraid of how they will react”

He nodded “I understand, my parents don’t know either”

Since we still had 1 hour until the movie actually stated we walked in to the store to buy something for the movie. By the chocolates Kangin tried to take my hand, but I took it fast back “Not here”

He sighed disappointed. Actually were we all alone by the chocolate right now.

“Sorry” I apologized and gave him a hug “I’m just so afraid that someone will se us”

“But for how long? When shall we tell people?”

I looked at the floor ashamed “I don’t know”

-

We took a little walk in a bit awkward silence sometimes interrupted by a few words. By Eunhyuk’s house I heard familiar voices yell at each other.

“I can’t believe this! You don’t know him that well at all! You are being cheap!” A voice said, and that was Yesung.

“Cheap! Don’t know him! I have been in the same class as him in all my school years!” the other voice said, and that was Eunhyuk.

‘What were they talking about? And who?’ I though and Kangin looked weird at me “What is it?”

“Sheee” I said and took a finger in front of my mouth, maybe I could fin out why Eunhyuk avoided me.

“But you guys haven’t been friends!” Yesung continued

“But now we are!”

“Of course, after he got you drunk and f…” Yesung started, but got interrupted by Eunhyuk “Don’t start with that! It was not only his fault!”

Yesung became silent, and Eunhyuk continued “You say I don’t know him! Fine! I have known Leeteuk a long time, but you guys still hate him!”

“Well he hasn’t done things with you as we know!” Yesung yelled back.

“But you guys still think he will! I’m not allowed to be with him!”

“Well…If you tell our parents the truth maybe you will be allowed again”

“I cant, they will hate me, kick me out of the house for sure!”

‘What the hell?’ I though

“They won’t kick their son out of the house, but you won’t be allowed to be with Donghae”

Then suddenly it sounded like Eunhyuk cried.

“I…I can’t…I can’t choose Donghae away, and I don’t want to avoid Leeteuk”

Then suddenly the voices were gone, so must probably is Yesung talking low to Eunhyuk.

“Let’s go” I said to Kangin, and long away from the house he asked “What was that?”

“I just wanted to see if I could find out why Eunhyuk avoid me”

“Eunhyuk?”

“Yes, my friend”

“I know” he said, kinda disappointed before he continued “Have you guys…..one time…been more?”

I looked shocked at him “no, why?”

“Well…someone said they saw you and Eunhyuk one time….well…making out in front of a hotel”

My eyes got big “What? No! That has never happened!”

“Okay” he said, but looked happy.

“You are my first boyfriend, and I have never had a girlfriend. Eunhyuk is my best friend, nothing else”

Kangin gave me a fast lighly kiss on my mouth and hugged me “I’m happy to know that”

‘But if someone finds out it won’t last long’ I though sadly to myself

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kiwicolada
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Chapter 40: Taeyeon is a little gossip girl ^^ Think Teuk will give her a lot to talk about XD It's good she takes it so easy but it seems their parents are against it, too. A pity. But its nice to see Teukie less stressed and more carefree now. Wish him all the best for his and Kangin's relationship. And a nice shopping trip with his little sister XD XD
Thank you for this chapter ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 39: Teuk is lucky to have an understanding principel. I mean he was yelling and giving him a lecture but in the end he didn't got fired and was allowed to continue his relationship with Kangin as long it won't disturb him from doing his job and they won't show it at school that openly. An other boss might had called the police, informed the parents and Teuk won't be able to work as teacher again. He must really be one of the best or else the principel won't be that easy on him. Just how will Taeyeon take it?
Thank you as always ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #3
Chapter 38: It's cute that Wookie is ready to help Sungmin. Or help Kyu to get a new boyfriend. But you can feel that he still isn't over that break up, and how he was the one hurting Kyuhyun. But it's sad he's playing Amor for a new couple when his own status isn't cleared. I thought he made things official with Sungie. His heart must feel heavy surrounded by two couples. Like a third wheel. Hyuk definitely should have bought his hyung... Don't know, but I think Hyuk also owns something to Wookie and Yesung... Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #4
Chapter 37: It's nice that Wookie can let go of Kyuhyun and offers his former place by Kyu's side to his new friend. Maybe he can give a hint to Sungmin that his buddy is free. By any chance he might could have bought Yesung, too. But this could be awkward for Kyu. But still, if Hyuk may joins them he can bring his hyung along... Thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #5
Chapter 36: A real Yewook kiss. I'm happy ^^ But does it mean they're official now? Hope Yesung's parents won't kick Wookie out if they found out. They deserve to be happy and enjoy their relationship. Please keep Wookie save, Yeye.
Thank you for sharing ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #6
Chapter 35: I'm happy that Wookie can be carefree and happy again when he's with Kyuhyun. But I'm not sure if Kyu is really over Wookie that easy. I mean the break up happened when Kyu felt betraited when he was still in love with the younger. And I think they need to talk about what happened the day when things turned into a mess. Especially after Kyuhyun's evil act. Maybe they already talked on the phone or whatever. But I miss that part here. It feels like something is missing in the puzzle. Can't wait for Yewooks first meeting after Wookie's vacation. Thank you ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #7
Chapter 34: Zhoumi is such a sweet and caretaking boyfriend, be nice to him Henry ^^ I like the interactions between the siblings. And maybe it does Wookie good to have his hyung around in town. So he won't feel that lonely anymore. Especially when he still has to deal with that love squall between Kyu, Yesung and himself. Thank you for this chapter ❤️
kiwicolada
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Chapter 33: Finally. Teuk is so cute with Kangin. They're an adorable couple. Hope no one will ruin what they have. I like how supportive Heechul is. The best buddy. But it's sad he feels lonely. Wish him to get a new boyfriend before Sungmin XD Chul deserves to be happy. Thank you again ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #9
Chapter 32: Henry is an adorable twin. But I don't know what to think about Kyuhyun's letter. His final action on Wookie was so horrible, he can consider himself lucky if Wook agrees to stay friends with him. I mean they seem to keep a special place in each other's hearts forever, that's nice if this is ok for them. But staying friends with an ex gives me weird chills. Just saying. But thank you for writing ❤️
kiwicolada
1621 streak #10
Chapter 31: I would understand if Wookie never wants to talk to Kyuhyun again. Yeah, it was not fair he was falling for someone else, but Kyu's action in the end was really cruel. So Wookie is right ignoring all his calls. I'm curious what Yesung would think about the entire mess, if he had all informations. Would he punch Kyuhyun in return? Thank you for sharing ❤️