Yunho and Changmin have been friends for years. Last night, Yunho confessed to Changmin that he felt more for him. Changmin was shocked after that and ran away to his room. He laid in bed and was thinking about it and felt asleep. The morning they needed to face each other for breakfast.

“I thought about what you said last night” Changmin started as they faced each other during breakfast.“You don’t need to say a thing about it Changmin, I just wanted to get it off my chest that is al, I know you don’t love guys you already said that a lot of times I know” He looked sad and didn’t want to look at Changmin after he said that. He knew Changmin was going to say no and hearing it from Changmin’s mouth right now would only hurt him more. He signed deep as he took another bite of his rice. He wasn’t in the mood to eat but still he knew he needed the strength of it. Changmin looked to him but didn’t say a single thing. If Yunho didn’t wanted to know what he thought of it he would not say a thing.

Last night:

“Changmin! Changmin I want to talk to you! Stop that video game and listen to me!” Yunho shouted to Changmin who was having his earphones in and playing a simple race game. He looked up to Yunho and blinked. “Did you burn the food again, Yunho how many times have I told you just 13 minutes need the rice cook not 30!” “No, no I did not burn the food this time it’s something else”

He looked a bit unsure about what he was going to say right now but still
he needed to tell it Changmin it would maybe change a lot of things between them but still he wanted Changmin to know. Maybe then he could move on. “I love you” Yunho blurred out to Changmin, he blinked to Yunho and somehow laughed soft. “yea right Hyung! Your joking with me! Please just say you overcooked the rice again!”

Yunho suddenly got a bit mad, Changmin thought he was joking when he wasn’t. “I’m not joking Changmin I really love you and if you find it crazy just say so or what but I just wanted to tell you it! That is all” Changmin knew it was serious right now, he stood up, grabbed his phone of the table and walked to his room without saying a thing to Yunho. He layed down on his bed and put the earphones in his ears. This was all to much out of suddenly. From no worries to a lot of worries. Why did Yunho needed to tell him that. Why, was Yunho gay, he dated girls right or was he biual.

It was all confusing for Changmin since he never thought Yunho would have a real crush on him. Just well a nice guy who was really close to him. Not in love with him. With all those thoughts spinning in his mind he felt asleep while the music played loud in his ears.

The morning:

Yunho looked like somebody who didn’t slept a night long. He was really tired and also his head was not working right. He dropped some of the stuff he was holding today and not really eating. Changmin felt it was all his fault, but he could not help Yunho with anything he thought. Yunho looked to him and Changmin notice that. But everything he looked back to his Hyung he looked fast away.

Soon the midday came and well lunch was around the corner. Changmin got lot’s of food while his Hyung, who normaly also got pretty much food got just a little right now. “Ya hyung! Even knowing you are down you still need to eat, and sleep” Yunho looked to him and slowly got some more food but still not enough changmin thought. But he let him and just sat down and started to eat. He looked to Yunho to make sure he was eating. As soon as they would be home today Changmin would have a good talk with Yunho about what happened.

He felt a fool for walking away so suddenly after Yunho said that to him. He should have talked to him about it. Why didn’t he do that. He was weak, and worried. After the shoot was over the guys could go home. “Yunho I want to talk to you once we are home” Yunho looked to him and just wonder what changmin wanted to talk with him about. “I already said to you I don’t want to talk about it this morning” Yunho said and looked to changmin but changmin saw the pain in yunho’s eyes.

“No we will talk about it since you didn’t slept last night, not eating good after all what you said yesterday. It worries me a lot! No matter what I will say Yunho, we always will stay close! Lovers or not!” Yunho looked to him and just got outside of the car and walked to there house. Changmin followed him and got inside. “Changmin, what you feel for me! Be honest please” Changmin got silent after Yunho said that. “I….