Hurt,confuse
Love Won't Let Me Downit was another ordinary day in school.yesterday was one of the most memorable
day ever with lizzy.what is wrong with you mir??!! I asked myself.do you really
like her??I asked myself again...no..... I was still thinking until I finally realised
miss choi surprised me."chul yong,were you listening to my lesson earlier??"
she asked."erm...no..I'm sorry miss choi," I apologised."is something bothering
you?you can go counselling during recess." miss choi smiled at me.I can hear
changsun laughing.that boy is gonna get it..."thx for your advice,miss choi" I
thanked her. during recess,changsun was bugging me to tell him what was my
relationship with lizzy."dude,c'mon,I'm your best friend!do you like that lizzy
chick?she is kinda cute but too innocent for my taste..she goes toi church you
know??what is church?" changsun asked me in a sarcastic way."look,we both
just went out to namsam tower yesterday after school.that's all.." I said,trailing
off the last word."that's all??you didn't kiss her yet??your gay dude!" he scolded
me."what you expect me to do??I've only known her for like 2 days.." I
answered."well,after school go see her at least.ask her about yesterday and you
know spend time with her."changsun encouraged me.I've never seen him
supporting me like that for a girl before though.then after school,I went
searching for her in her class.when I walked in,everyone started staring at me
and all the girls gather around me."mir oppa ah!who are you looking for me
right??" this girl whom I don't know suddenly came up to me as if she's known
me for a million years."sorry,I'm looking for lizzy,er I mean soo young" I told
her."soo young??!!! that boring loser girl??erm ew..sorry,she didn't came to
school today..anyways,why oppa even bother looking for her?theres me.."she
said to me,rubbing her hands all over me.I enetually got disgusted and I pushed
her away."excuse me" I said and left the class room immediately.I went to ask
hara at the music room instead."hara!" I shouted at her."huh??waaa!mir oppa
just called me!everyone!!loook!" she started screaming.I quickly asked her so
shut up."I'm sorry,oppa.who are you looking for??me?" she asked without
shame.why are all the girls here soo shameless and cheap??!!."no,sorry.do you
know where's lizzy er sorry,soo young?" I asked her.and I have to start calling
lizzy soo young in school now...haishh."soo young unnie?hmmph,I don't
know.but I have her number.." she told me."cool,can you give me?" I
asked."okay..with one condition" she told me.a cheeky smile was playing across
her face."what is it?" I asked."erm I want your number.." she said in a sulky
voice.I just rolled my eyes and pulled her phone from her hand and started
dialing in my number."there..now you give me soo young's number" I told
her,handing her phone."ok" she answered and she dialed and saved soo
young's number in my phone."thx" I told her and left the school building.I
quickly gave lizzy a call but she didn't pick it up and it went to mailbox.I was
passing by the local park when I saw a girl that I have seen before sitting on the
park bench.I look at her properly and she was actually lizzy!I just calmed myself
down and I sad gently next to her.she turned at me and she was shock."*gasps*
mir??whhhat are yyou doing here??were you stalking me?" she asked so
innocently."no,I just got here...why you didn't go to school?" I asked
her.somehow when I asked her that,her face became sadder than ever."mir,I
really need to go.bye." she quickly answered and was about to leave when I
grab her wrist and spin her around."you haven't answered me yet" I said,looking
at her.then I gently let go of her wrist."lizzy....why is your hand so cold??" I
asked in a low voice."mir,we can't see each other anymore.I'm sorry.." she told
me without looking straight to my eyes and she quickly ran.I was hurt and
confused at the same time.what does she meant by that?why did she tell me
that??why?....I couldn't move like lightning had strucked me...then suddenly it
rained very heavily...I stand under the rain,on my knees,crying....tears were
falling down my cheeks...lizzy....
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