Hihi.. Sorry for like no new chappies.... Lately I've been stressed and I guess a bit depressed. Like I hate people yet I don't want to be lonely. I don't want people near me, but I don't want to be lonely (i dont even fkn know if this makes sense or not). I also haven't been eating much.. Like for some reason I have no appetite. Also, I don't like sweets but somehow I keep only eating sweets.. idk why I'm like this though.. WTF sorry guys for this weird paragraph about me.. Ik no one gives a fk.. But hey everyone got problems so no need to judge me. 

There's a Buddha quote that I like and it says, "“An idea that is developed and put into action is more important than an idea that exists only as an idea.” 

Do you get what I'm trying to point out here? 

You should definitely try and make your idea or dream come true. Even if it doesn't work out, you will land among it. 

Don't be too discouraged if something doesn't turn out your way. That's just how ty life is, but that doesn't mean you should give up. Naw that's really like meaningless and pointless if you're just going to get over something so quickly. You have to keep trying and trying and yeah this sounds so corny, but it's true man. Take IU as in example, that girl is full of wonders. She failed (God knows how many) auditions, but that didn't make her stop her dream. Instead, it actually encouraged her to do better. 

To be honest, Korean entertainments only want East Asian looking people that have potential in looks or talents. That's not always true, but that is for most cases.