Februar 4, 1999

„Happy Birthday, Jaejoong-ah !“ My best friend cried, with a cake in her hands, her bedroom decorated with baloons and confetti.

Although I told her that my Birthday was on Januar 26, she insisted to celebrate both Birthdays because this is my real Birthday.

Everyone said that it's bad to be born on the 4th februar but Hana told me that it doesn't matter

because this is my Birthday. The day I was born. So in these past years we celebrated both

Birthdays. I'm happy because she is the only one that said that to me.

I have the best friend of the world. Because she cares for me and she is the only one

that makes me smile. The only one that makes my heart flutter. And I'm so grateful

to claim her as my beatfriend.

We celebrated the rest of the day, talked and played togehter.

April 19, 2001

Jaejoong asked me 2 weeks ago to be his girlfriend. Now, we are a couple and I'm the

happiest girl in the world. He treats me like a princess.

- FLASHBACK, 2 weeks ago -

„Hana ..“ Jaejoong said, after he dragged me to the rooftop.

„What is is, Jae ?“ I asked, scared of what he will say next. He isn't the person to just

drag me when I'm in the middle of a conversation with a friend. Normally, he would

wait till I'm finished. But in the last few days and weeks, he is a little absent and we haven't

talked much. So it worries me what he will tell me.

„I-I-I wanted to tell you something, I-I“ He began, but stopped in the middle of the sentence.

I began to