Inner Thoughts
What makes you strong.....
Jiyong’s POV
*chirp chirp*
The sunlight is blinding me through my shut tight eye-lids. The sound of the little sparrow above the tree has woken me up. I slowly opened my eyes to check the surrounding.
Sighs..
Every morning I wake up with the same feeling that all this was just a winter nightmare. And I always check first to make sure this really is a dream. But guess what, I fail everytime. Deep inside me I know this is reality but my heart still can’t accept what’s going on. I keep convincing myself that it will all be over soon. But deep inside, I’m always at loss, not sure of what the future holds for us….Still I have to put on my tough mask, pretend that everything will be fine.
Once this’s over, I’ll buy you your favorite ice-cream…. I told Daesung.
Once this’s over, we’ll go to the club the club that we’ve been dying to go…..I told Seunghyun-hyung.
Once this’s over, I’ll help you with the girl you have your eyes on….I told Youngbae.
Once this’s over, you’ll get your own room. I promise I won’t sneak in your bed and cuddle you…. I told Seungri, ignoring Seunghyun-hyung’s sarcastic snort, because they all know that I won’t never keep that promise.
Once this’s over, Oppa will get you a home…I made a promise with
Once this’s over….
Is that day ever going to come?
I was lost in my thoughts when Youngbae came and tapped my shoulder. Maybe he knew what I was thinking and wanted to drag me out of my thoughts. That Taeyang, he always had something. He always has a way of dealing with people’s thoughts and feelings. It won’t be a surprise if he read my mind ‘cause we’ve been best-friends ever since i-can’t-even-remember-when.
It was me who can’t understand him. I think no one would understand him enough since he doesn’t tell much. It was only
She can make Daesung act serious all of a sudden. One time they were in park and some punks started to try to go all lovey-dovey to her. That was the first time I’ve ever seen Daesung tries to punch someone.
And Seungri. She’s the only one who he acts like a adult to. It’s kind of funny too. Because they’re almost the same age and Seungri acts like Mr.know-it-all and wants respect. “I’m your oppa!” that’s what he always says and every time he earns a scoff as an answer and a smack as a bonus.
Last but not least, she can calm me down whatever the situation is and always able to throw in some senses to me. Now that I think of it, she’s the youngest but it seems like we’re unable without her…..
Gosh, it seems like we need her more than she needs us now……
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