KYUHYUN'S POV

Will I disclose our relationship or not? I guess I won't since that's what she wants. Why are girls so complicated? They'd like to date, visit places but they can't take full responsibility. I returned to our practice room and just continued rehearsing. My hyungs didn't ask or anything, I guess they already know the decision of Yoona. Hours just passed and our rehearsals is finally over.

Eunhyuk: Kyunnie, let's eat out

Kyuhyun: But I'd like to play starcraft now

Sungmin: Come on, Jungsoo-hyung will treat us

Kyuhyun: I'd like to rest now

        We are in the middle of discussion whether I'll go out with them, stay in the dorm or ask Yoona out. But the third choice won't happen

Yoona: Kyu-oppa! Are your rehearsals over?

Yesung: Yup!!

Eunhyuk: And this kid doesn't want to go out with us. Are you going somewhere else?

Yoona: We don't have any plans but I guess we'll just eat out

Kyuhyun: Hyung I'll join you

Donghae: But Yoona is---

Kyuhyun: Yong, we'll go out some other time. As you said we have to be careful

Yoona: Oh right. So oppa I'll go now.

         And I didn't say anything. I didn't bother to turn around to see her go. I just went out with my hyungs. We went to the restaurant that we usually visit. This place is perfect since it has delicious food, good ambiance, and it offers privacy. As always we have a hard time to order our meals because each member has their own preference. As for me, I'll just eat whatever is given, I am still not sure with what I'm feeling right now. Yes I do love Yoona, but I was hurt with her statement a while ago. It seems that I'm not giving importance to my career and hers, but the truth is I just don't want to lie to our fans.

Leeteuk: Kyunnie I guess Yoona's decision is not to disclose your relationship

Kyuhyun: Yes Hyung

Heechul: Then just do your usual dates on our dorms and in the company

Kyuhyun: I'll just give her time

Yesung: You're giving her time? or you're giving yourself time to think?

      Yes Jongwoon Hyung is right, I'm giving myself time to think through things. I'm not the type to make decisions in a spur of moment. I think through things, look for the consequences that my decision could lead to. And the funny thing is I already accepted the possible consequences of disclosing my relationship to the public, but the girl I'm in a relationship with doesn't accept that decision. There are lots of idols dating right now, but no one ones to take responsibility and face the public. I guess I'll just be one of those idols constantly lying because they're afraid to what can happen to their careers.

Eunhyuk: So let's eat!

Donghae: Finally, Kyu eat up

Kyuhyun; Yes hyung.

YOONA'S POV

       After talking to Kyu-oppa, I guess I was somehow relieved because he's a guy that can take responsibilities. But even though he is willing to take the consequences, I'm still afraid to what will happen if we'll go out in public. Will my group's haters double up? And of course there'll be a lot of netizens who'll just add fuel to the possible fire. So I just kept my decision on not disclosing our secret

Yuri: Have you talk to Kyuhyun?

Yoona: Yes unnie and we already made our decision

Taeyeon: That's good. Yong just be careful 

Yoona: Yes unnie

         We had rehearsals for almost 5 hours because of the upcoming SM Town Concert. And still SJ is having their rehearsals because they'll be doing their follow up track. I decided to wait for Kyu-oppa and see him before heading to our dorms. Luckily their rehearsals is finally over.

Yuri: Yong we'll just have dinner in a nearby restaurant

Yoona: Unnie I'll just follow or text you, I'll wait for Kyu-oppa

Yuri: Okay, so we'll be going now.

        I wait for them in the lobby, and finally I saw them heading out

Yoona: Kyu-oppa! Are your rehearsals over?

Yesung: Yup!!

Eunhyuk: And this kid doesn't want to go out with us. Are you going somewhere else?

Yoona: We don't have any plans but I guess we'll just eat out

Kyuhyun: Hyung I'll join you

Donghae: But Yoona is---

Kyuhyun: Yong, we'll go out some other time. As you said we have to be careful

Yoona: Oh right. So oppa I'll go now.

                Kyu-oppa seems different, he seems cold. I know I should not be a demanding girlfriend since they had long rehearsals as well. But this time is different. Before even though he is tired he'll take me to dinner or drive me home but this time there's no conversation, nothing and there's awkwardness. I know that he was hurt a while ago, but my decision is for both of us. I don't want to see him losing fans because he loves his job and I don't want to hurt my group as well. I guess if we're just a solo artists I'd rather disclose our relationship but since we're not then we'll just stick to the norm that Idols doesn't date. I decided to go home, I guess I'll just think through things this night.

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