Yo Seob felt as though he was in a dream as he walks home not caring that it just continued to get colder. He had gotten the angel dancer’s name and even talked with him. Yo Seob just couldn’t be happier. 20 minutes later Yo Seob finally makes it to his place, opening the door and almost running straight into an awkward looking guy with dark brownish red hair and a look on his face that made Yo Seob feel slightly scared for a moment. What felt like forever the man finally left so Yo Seob could now make his way inside only to see his cousin looking into a mirror fixing his hair. “Do I even want to know?”

Doo Joon couldn’t help but blush at his cousin’s words a simple lunch break with Jun Hyung turned into getting out of work early, driving like a mad man to get to his home, and heavy make out sessions that Doo Joon couldn’t help but wish that it went further than it did. Awkward silence hung in the air while Doo Joon was caught in his memory just to be snapped out of it by Yo Seob. “Uhh its nothing we had lunch together and he decided to stay for a while to chat.”

“Mhm I’m not stupid you know. Your hair totally gives it away.” Sitting down on the couch Yo Seob keeps his eyes on Doo Joon. Stumbling backward Doo Joon blinks, mouth hanging open. “We didn’t have ! We Just made out!” as soon as he said those words he glares at the other male who now has a big smirk on his face.

“So will I be seeing more of him Doo Joonie?” Yo Seob was enjoying this seeing his cousin’s now fully blushing face made his day even better. “None of your business! Just go to bed already will you?!” another smirk appears on Yo Seob’s face “But don’t you want to ask about my night?” Doo Joon raises an eyebrow and decides to humor his cousin.”Alright I’ll bite how was it?” A small twirl and huge smile from the younger male. “I hung out with the guy I told you about I even know his name!” Groaning Doo Joon places his index fingers on his temples rubbing them in slow circles. “Seob I told you not to get involved.” Yo Seob shrugs looking up at the ceiling. “I wasn’t going to but well he fainted and I couldn’t just leave him like that.” Looking to Doo Joon Yo Seob gives him a soft smile. “And at least now you can’t say I don’t talk to people.”

“One time doesn’t count.” Moving away from where he was standing Doo Joon begins to walk in the direction of his bedroom. “Just be careful Seob.”

“Yes father.” Yo Seob sighs watching Doo Joon leave to his room sometimes his cousin’s fatherly overly worrying became a little to annoying.

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It was early in the next morning at the dance studio. Hyun Seung was already up cleaning up the room it was one of those rare days that the room was needed by other people meaning Hyun Seung actually had to go home. Yes Hyun Seung had a home if you could call it that. Hyun Seung was like Yo Seob in some ways. He went to school, was super smart, and didn’t have many if any friends at all. The one thing that made them different was their home lives.

Yo Seob hadn’t gone into detail of his home life but from what he had said it seemed great. Oh how Hyun Seung wished he could say the same. You see Hyun Seung’s home life was far from great with a dead father he lived with his alcoholic verbally and physically abusive mother in a rundown hardly an excuse for a house.

By the time Hyun Seung made it home his hand on the door knob he hoped with all his might that his mother wasn’t going to be home. Padding as quietly as he could into the house all was silent. ‘I’m in the clear he says to himself but oh how wrong he was. “Oh look who decides to come home my dear son.” His mother spat as she staggers her way over to Hyun Seung grabbing a hand full of his hair pulling his head back roughly making him bite at his bottom lip. “Didn’t I tell you to cut your hair?! You little do you want to be a girl that badly?!” Hyun Seung just kept quiet he was used to this it’s been worse. Finally having enough his mother pushes him by the back of his head letting go of his hair in the process.

“Get some sleep now because tonight you’ll need all your energy.” With that his mother leaves. After Hyun Seung knew his mother was gone for real Hyun Seung runs up to his room and into his bathroom slamming the door and locking it. Breaking down into tears Hyun Seung knows what is going to happen. Tonight he’d be drugged, tied up and all the while being called hurtful names in the process. He continued to sob rolling up one of the sleeves of his long sleeve shirt and pulls out a razor and begins to slide it across his wrist closing his eyes while the bitter sweet pain takes over.