Panophobia
Description
My feet carried me further, the dirt and gravel wearing my shoes down, almost impossibly slow. I was going to tell him. Tell him how I felt. He has the right to know, and I'm almost positive he returns my feelings. Helping me so much.
I'm no longer afraid. He showed me what it's like to be a person, without cowering away from the simple tasks in life. He showed me the big picture and now I know how to enjoy myself. He showed me what happiness feels like, and it feels good.
When I looked up I could see his house in the distance. The corners of my mouth twitched up as my feet carried me further, at a quicker pace. I could see him through his window, his beautiful shadow holdig back he light that shined on him.
In those few seconds another shadow appeared, and what I saw completely shattered my heart.
Foreword
Donghae is a mute. His silence is because of his Panophobia. He is afaid if he talks then people
will reject him, but that's only one of his fears, many more are playing in his mind. He has a few friends who try to get him to speak and get over his fears, but they keep coming back to haunt him. Donghae doesn't want to be like this but he just is. He has never spoken a word in his life. He doesn't plan on it either, fear is over-powering his every move, action, thought. His mother isn't much help either, she just scolds him and dislikes how he is scared of everything. She is always telling him how she wishes that she never had him. Oh how Donghae wishes life was different.
Eunhyuk is the "New kid" at school but after first glance kids know he isn't someone to mess with. At his old school he was at the top, king of the school. He finds it hard to believe how pathetic some people are, throwing themselves at him and thinking they know him. He has a loving family, old friends who were pretty loving, but now, he is searching for someone to love. Can he find love at this new school?
At first going to school for Donghae was hell. He then met Jessica, the best friend he always wanted. She was his shoulder to lean on for everything when he was hurt. She was there to offer happiness and smiles, though, a smile never seemed to capture Donghae's lips.
Once Eunhyuk shows up things start to happen. Good and bad, but that only means more drama.
Friends turn on each other and hearts are broken, a first for everything right?.
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