♫ I'd like to say we gave it a try
I'd like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren't right, but that's a lie, that's a lie...♫

I hear my Mushroom singing this song...again.

Well it's not a problem if she like or love this song but it pains me a little hearing this from her wholeheartedly.


Flashback

Mushroom and I are the only occupants of our home right now because Sunny and Jessica are in some business trip and honestly,
it makes me sad and worried at the same time. I know that those two especially Sica are workaholic despite that she also
sleeps the most amongst us. well of course I'm also happy that I'm going to have a Fany + Taetae moment which is rare
given to our situation. We spend a good deal to pass time, cuddling, cooking, sekshi time and everything. Especially
sekshi time muhehehe

After dinner, we cuddle in the living room while drinking wine and before I knew it, it is already midnight. When I'm about
to carry her, my Mushroom suddenly cries and sing a song I haven't heard yet.

♫ I'd like to say we gave it a try
I'd like to blame it all on life
Maybe we just weren't right, but that's a lie, that's a lie

And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows

Almost, almost is never enough
So close to being in love
If I would have known that you wanted me
The way I wanted you
Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart
But right here in each other's arms

And we almost, we almost knew what love was
But almost is never enough ♫

Her voice is husky but it does not the only thing that pull some strings in my heart. Tiffany is singing it with passion
and I feel that it comes from her heart. When I look at her eyes, I almost broke down too.

Her eyes show sadness, pain and love at the same time.

I, I can't take a look to those eyes because I know that I'm the one who caused it to her and probably to my other wives as well,
even if they won't show it to me like Tiffany did.

Am I really a despicable creature to taint something so pure like their love?

Before I swallow myself to regret and any painful things, Tiffany hugs me.

"Ssssh, Tae~tae"

"Pani~ah, I'm sorry" This time, I cry too

"Sssh, Taeyeon. I don't regret anything right now. I'm also happy with Jessica and Sunny and with our crazy family although
I still think I'm the best wife hahaha" I can't help but smile at her attempt to comfort me.

"You know, this song is special for me Tae because it reminds me how we first break-up before we end up together again.
I, you know that I like putting theme songs in the chapters of my life right? Haha..."

"I'm sorry Pani~ah"

"Aigoo, stop apologizing. It's like you're regretting what we have now..."

"Of course not! But I can't help but be sad too."

"I assure you that I don't regret anything now, I love you and Sica and Sunny, and I want the four of us till the end."

"..."

"TO reminisce the past especially the saddest episodes is normal. It means that those parts where you invest your self
actually teaches you about life right? Even the saddest can still bring even a tiny smile to your face. And why? Because
you will never be the saddest without being the happiest."

Even if she's drunk right now, Fany still speaks her heart out and it touches my heart.

I give her a smile and

"Thank you Tiffany Hwang. For giving me another chance to prove myself and to be part of your life. I love you. I love our
family and I will do my best to give the happiness you three deserve." I pour my heart out also with this speech and
kiss her with full of love.

Flashback ends

"Yow, Tae~tae why are you spacing off like Sica? Did that girl spread her alien genes to you?"

"YAH HWANG I CAN HEAR YOU FROM HERE!"

I chuckle with their antics. These girls never fail to amuse me.

"Is there something wrong Tae~tae? Just ignore that alien. Tell me?"

"Nothing. I'm just happy that your voice improves compare last time" a little teasing would do kekeke

"WHAT?!" Ouch, HellFany pinches me and before she goes full throttle mode, I hug her

"Just kidding Mushroom. I just remember last time, when you sing that one..."

"Oh"

"And I think I agree with you"

"Agree?"

"Yup. I think that song also sums up the emotions I felt during our first break-up" and before she replies back, I cut her
off and

♫ And we can deny it as much as we want
But in time our feelings will show

'Cause sooner or later
We'll wonder why we gave up
The truth is everyone knows ♫

she smiles at me and I know then that the song wouldn't hurt too much even if we do a duet of it.