Loss
So What Happens If You Fall In Love With An Idol?"Yeobusaeyo" I yelled but the other side had already hung up
My heart beat raced
I closed my eyes tight hoping it was just a nightmare. Hoping that today would start over again. Please let it be a night mare
"Tae Hee you okay?"
"Does she look okay?"
Both of us jumped up
Heechul sat up
"What are you going in my car?"
"By car you mean my car" Heechul said
"Oh , miyanhae Hyung it's just that we were in a rush"
"Don’t get it scratched up if you do you're paying"
Donghae let out a sigh of relief
Hours had passed by and we were still in the car on our way to the hospital Umma and appa were in
Finally we got out I ran in. Ignoring the entire world
"Where is room 1513" I asked immediately as I reached the counter
"It’s on the second floor first hallway on your left" the lady replied
"Thank you" I said running to the room
I ran into the room
Two bodies covered by a sheet
"We’re sorry but they're gone" the doctor looked at me
I ran up to the two covered bodies
"Umma appa please" I said tears running down my cheeks
"Please please please don't leave me!" I screamed
"I promise! I won’t ever bother you again I won't ever complain I won't ever do anything wrong please I'll do anything! Umma appa please! Please come back" I screamed
A flood of tears running down my cheeks and onto my clothes
"I promise I'll be a good girl and I'll listen to everything you say" I said softly
"I promise"
"Please just come back" I whispered
They rolled Umma and appa out of the room
I screamed louder than I had ever done before covering my ears that throbbed with pain
I unable to bear the pain in my heart I clenched my fists, may nails digging into my palms
I could hear the cries of my aunt and everything began to spin
I clutched my head with both my hands and crouched down hoping the pain would stop
A pair of strong hands held me, carrying me bridal style, telling me 'It’s not okay but it's not the end' while I just cried my heart out in that persons arms all night
All I knew was that, that night I cried more than I ever did in my entire
They were gone.
My world shattered into pieces right before my eyes. The only two people I loved more than my life had left me. I didn't even get to talk to them, I hadn’t seen them for years while I was in the states.
I woke Curled up against something, no, someone warm on a couch
I looked up at the blurred face trying to figure out who it was
Heechul?
I jerked out of place landing on the ground causing him to get up too
"Oh you’re up" he said nonchalantly
"Where are we?" I asked trying to avoid a fight
"Donghae's place" He said
"...."
"You wouldn’t let go of me last night" he said
I sighed at my behavior
"Sorry" I said
"Whoa! That's strange you’re saying sorry to me?" he said with a surprised look on his face
Only this once. -.-
"Where’s Donghae" I asked avoiding his question, rolling my eyes
"He had to go because he had a schedule unlike me"
"So I'm stuck with you" I sighed
"What’s wrong with being with me?"
"Everything"
"Ya"
"Don’t yell. Not in the mood for it" I said expecting him so continue
To my surprise he just pouted
"The funerals in a day" he said
My eyes widened at the realization of that
My heart sunk
But I had no more tears to cry
Heechul pov
Damn she looked scary, he's usually cheerful and active and all that but right now, she’s just expressionless, no tears nothing. Her facial expression didn't even change
"You okay?" I asked
She didn't reply
Yep that child definitely isn't okay.
Donghae's mom came out of the kitchen looking at both of us
"Breakfast is ready" she said with a halfhearted smile
We sat at the table; neither of them ate while my stomach grumbled as loud as it possibly ever could have
"Heechul go ahead eat" Donghae’s mom smiled at me
I quickly and quietly at while watching both of them nibble on their food.
I just hope she’s not going to be depressed forever
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