Loss

So What Happens If You Fall In Love With An Idol?

"Yeobusaeyo" I yelled but the other side had already hung up 

My heart beat raced 

I closed my eyes tight hoping it was just a nightmare. Hoping that today would start over again. Please let it be a night mare 

"Tae Hee you okay?" 

"Does she look okay?" 

Both of us jumped up 

Heechul sat up 

"What are you going in my car?" 

"By car you mean my car" Heechul said 

"Oh , miyanhae Hyung it's just that we were in a rush" 

"Don’t get it scratched up if you do you're paying" 

Donghae let out a sigh of relief

Hours had passed by and we were still in the car on our way to the hospital Umma and appa were in 

Finally we got out I ran in. Ignoring the entire world 

"Where is room 1513" I asked immediately as I reached the counter 

"It’s on the second floor first hallway on your left" the lady replied 

"Thank you" I said running to the room 

I ran into the room 

Two bodies covered by a sheet 

"We’re sorry but they're gone" the doctor looked at me 

I ran up to the two covered bodies 

"Umma appa please" I said tears running down my cheeks 

"Please please please don't leave me!" I screamed 

"I promise! I won’t ever bother you again I won't ever complain I won't ever do anything wrong please I'll do anything! Umma appa please! Please come back" I screamed 

A flood of tears running down my cheeks and onto my clothes 

"I promise I'll be a good girl and I'll listen to everything you say" I said softly 

"I promise"  

"Please just come back" I whispered 

They rolled Umma and appa out of the room 

I screamed louder than I had ever done before covering my ears that throbbed with pain

I unable to bear the pain in my heart I clenched my fists, may nails digging into my palms 

I could hear the cries of my aunt and everything began to spin 

I clutched my head with both my hands and crouched down hoping the pain would stop 

A pair of strong hands held me, carrying me bridal style, telling me 'It’s not okay but it's not the end' while I just cried my heart out in that persons arms all night 

All I knew was that, that night I cried more than I ever did in my entire 

They were gone. 

My world shattered into pieces right before my eyes. The only two people I loved more than my life had left me. I didn't even get to talk to them, I hadn’t seen them for years while I was in the states. 

I woke Curled up against something, no, someone warm on a couch 

I looked up at the blurred face trying to figure out who it was 

Heechul? 

I jerked out of place landing on the ground causing him to get up too 

"Oh you’re up" he said nonchalantly 

"Where are we?" I asked trying to avoid a fight

"Donghae's place" He said 

"...." 

"You wouldn’t let go of me last night" he said 

I sighed at my behavior 

"Sorry" I said 

"Whoa! That's strange you’re saying sorry to me?" he said with a surprised look on his face

Only this once. -.-

"Where’s Donghae" I asked avoiding his question, rolling my eyes

"He had to go because he had a schedule unlike me" 

"So I'm stuck with you" I sighed 

"What’s wrong with being with me?"

"Everything" 

"Ya" 

"Don’t yell. Not in the mood for it" I said expecting him so continue 

To my surprise he just pouted 

"The funerals in a day" he said 

My eyes widened at the realization of that 

My heart sunk

But I had no more tears to cry

 

Heechul pov 

 

Damn she looked scary, he's usually cheerful and active and all that but right now, she’s just expressionless, no tears nothing. Her facial expression didn't even change 

"You okay?" I asked 

She didn't reply 

Yep that child definitely isn't okay. 

Donghae's mom came out of the kitchen looking at both of us 

"Breakfast is ready" she said with a halfhearted smile 

We sat at the table; neither of them ate while my stomach grumbled as loud as it possibly ever could have 

"Heechul go ahead eat" Donghae’s mom smiled at me 

I quickly and quietly at while watching both of them nibble on their food. 

 

I just hope she’s not going to be depressed forever


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GodHandTeru
#1
Chapter 20: Wuaaaaahh I love this story since there were Heechul and Jiyong XD I hope I can read the sequel soon..
GDsLover
#2
Chapter 15: Totally loved the spam it made my day ^_^
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 18: Hi Im a new reader and Hee's my bias!yey!hee's coming back soooo soon!yehey!:)
lysander_01
#4
Chapter 15: nice update..can't wait for the next chapters...and also i found your story very weird because in your story all the suju members trust heechul to accompany a girl,while in common instances they won't let heechul do it..but at least i like your story
lysander_01
#5
Chapter 15: nice update..can't wait for the next chapters