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So What Happens If You Fall In Love With An Idol?

His surprisingly soft lips laid on top of mine. Instantly making me quiet. 

I stood there frozen.
 
The other members staring at us as if them who got kissed… Yes. Kissed.
 
Heechul kissed me.
 
While I was still wondering what the hell just happened, Heechul walked away in a pissed off mood.
 
My hand slowly touched my lips. 
 
Soft.
 
My first kiss. I was saving it. Saving it for the day that my prince would come. ( I like to dream, so what? ) I never let Jiyong kiss me. At least not the lips. How dare Heechul! I don't even like him
 
"It’s okay Tae Hee . He’s kissed just about everyone here"
 
"..." I blinked a billion times. He's gay? 
 
"Anyone there?" yesung said waving his small hand infront of my face
 
I'm going to fall over. Too much of a shock for my poor heart. 
 
Donghae shook me a bit, making me lose balance
 
"Let’s go!!" Siwon said pulling me away From everyone
 
I blankly followed.
 
I am so confused. Like what the heck just happened. He didn't have to kiss me to shut me up.
 
I stopped as soon as I saw Heechul. I felt my face flush and my heart beat faster.
 
No it’s going to be so awkward if I try to avoid him now, I should act normal. Normal normal Normal. 
 
HOW THE HE'LL AM I SUPPOSED TO STAY NORMAL. This heart beat is not normal
 
Heechul POV.
 
Why. Did. I. Even....oh well it's not like it's her first time... right… what's wrong with me? This isn't my first kiss either but why is my heart beating so fast? 
 
I saw her being dragged by Siwon with a blank stare on her face. As soon as our eyes met, I felt my face flush.
 
Aish what's wrong with me today? Did I eat something weird? 
 
My heart froze, no I froze. No Heechul. No. This isn't your first time kissing someone. But it was such a sweet kiss. No stop. Don't think about it.
 
"We’re going to buy shoes now right?" Siwon asked
 
"...Huh... Oh yea... Shoes"
 
"Heechul are you... Okay?"
 
"Yea why wouldn't I be?"
 
Activate acting mode
 
"You just seemed lost"
 
Actor vs. actor. Oh this is gonna be hard, he might see through me, or he could be dense and somehow not see through this.
 
"Let’s go" I said linking arms with Tae Hee .
 
My insides felt weird. What am I supposed to do now? My heart feels like its about to jump out of its cage.
 
I looked at her and she gave me a casual smile, something’s odd though, it doesn’t feel real… her smile is… different.
 
Tae Hee  POV
 
Oh my god, Heechul why would you link arms with me? Do you want me to die from a heart attack?
 
Oh lord he’s looking at me, do something Tae Hee  do something! Quickly, I faked a casual smile
 
“What size are you?”
 
“Excuse me?”
 
“What shoe size are you”
 
“Size 9 in women’s”
 
“Big feet” Heechul said. 
 
I purposely stepped on his foot
 
“Oh sorry didn’t see that”
 
He looked down “oh so you’re stepping on my foot, I thought there was a panda sitting on my shoe” he smirked
 
I pouted and then looked up to say something
 
“Do you need shoe lifts?”
 
I was left speechless.
 
This guy not only takes my first kiss but also insults me about my feet, weight and height. Im only a few inches shorter than him!
 
“Tae Hee  come here, what about these shoes”
 
I walked over quickly to Sungmin
 
“Oh these are prettier than the ones Heechul found”
 
“Really?”
 
“So my style”
 
“It’s a party remember”
 
“She can wear that on normal days then”
 
“Were shopping for tomorrow”
 
“its tomorrow??”
 
“Do you ignore everything I say?” Heechul asked
 
“Oh Heechul you were talking, I thought it was a ghost or something" 
 
"Tae Hee " Heechul said in a stern voice
 
"Heechul" I said back 
 
No way am I going to back down. 
 
"Sung Tae Hee " 
 
"Kim Heechul" 
 
"Has Heechul found his match? Will someone finally defeat Heechul? Will it be now?" Leeteuk said 
 
"Can we just buy shoes already?" Heechul complained 
 
"Shisus wait its hard to find good shoes" Siwon replied 
 
"I don't believe" Heechul and I said at the same time 
 
Siwon gave us this creepy look. As if we said something we weren't supposed to in front of Siwon
 
"You're atheist?" he asked
 
"Who me? Yea" i replied 
 
Siwon's eyes got even bigger
 
oh lord is this even possible? Is he human? 
 
"Yay another atheist" Heechul laughed
 
"..." Siwon's eyes were too creepy to look into 
 
"Fine" Siwon finally sighed 
 
I gave him a confused look. 
 
Why does he care if I'm atheist or not?
 
"He’s a very very very religious person" Sungmin said as if he read my mind 
 
"..." I'm left speechless. This super hot guy is super religious? Doesn't look like it. 
 
"He carries around a bible all day" 
 
"Yep" Siwon said proudly. 
 
"And you don't care what others say about you?" 
 
"Why would I? Religion is my choice" Siwon answered me confidently 
 
"..."
 
“Can we pick out shoes already?” Heechul complained 
 
“I like these ones” I said 
 
“I told you it’s a party” Heechul responded 
 
“I don’t want heals though”
 
“Aish why can’t you wear heals?”
 
Sungmin took me aside “why can’t you?” he asked softly
 
See a man should always be like this, caring not cruel/rude.
 
“I’ve never worn heals before” I said looking away, this is so embarrassing. Im a girl yet I don’t do girl stuff
 
“Ha you’ve never worn heals before?” Heechul laughed
 
I bit my lip
 
“Hyung just stop, she might have a reason”
 
“I’ve never worn heals because im afraid of falling over.”
 
“…”
 
“… Stupid right?” I laughed.
 
No im lying, ha-ha there’s more than that. I’ve actually worn heals before except Jiyong was the one that bought them for me, I wore them once and they broke because I fell.
 
I fell in front of him and he said that he would never let me wear another air of heels again. I fact that I even remembered that is depressing. I thought I forgot him, I thought I wouldn’t miss him. I thought I was over him. I thought I was done. 
 
But I thought wrong. Im always wrong when it comes to my feeling. Why is it always like this? Why can’t I forget him? Why can’t I hate him with a true heart? Do I still like him? Do I? Im so pathetic. I can’t even figure out my own feelings. Im so frustrated, aish!
 
“It’s not stupid at all”
 
“Oh I have an idea!”
 
“What is it?”
 
“One of us could stick with you throughout the party and make sure you don’t fall” Henry said looking at Heechul
 
Henry!!!! I thought you were on my side!!!
 
“So like an ?” Sungmin asked
 
“Yea” Henry replied
 
“So who wants to?” Sungmin asked 
 
“I vote Heechul” Henry said 
 
traitor
 
“Me too” Shindong said 
 
traitor
 
“Me too” Ryeowook added 
 
traitor
 
“All in favor of Heechul as Tae Hee ’s say I” Leeteuk announced 
 
“I” 14 voices said.
 
Each and every one of them is an enemy. I can’t believe them what happened to my cousin?? Donghae where are you when I need you?
 
“Heechul you have no choice but to do so” Leeteuk said 
 
I feel like an object when things like this happen. I feel like an object that doesn’t have anyone to take care of it. I feel like an ‘it’ rather than person. 
 
They hate me don’t they? They’re probably doing this because of the kiss.
 
“I don’t care” he said 
 
“So in the end I have to wear heels?" i sighed 
 
"Yep" yesung nodded 
 
"Ugh" i comlpained 
 
"Don’t complain to me. I'm not listening" Heechul said 
 
That heartless bastard 
 
"Have you picked already?" Donghae asked 
 
Traitor. I don't need you now 
 
I pouted 
 
"I'm guessing that's a no" Sungmin said 
 
I shook my head 
 
"I like the ones your holding" i said 
 
"I told you heels only" Heechul said 
 
"Black or white" Siwon asked 
 
"Black" Heechul replied 
 
"These ones will do" I said 
 
"Put these on big feet" Heechul teased 
 
"Whoa it fits" I exclaimed ignoring him  
 
"Try walking in them" Heechul said 
 
I tried to get up but fear overcame me 
 
"Aish can't even do this by yourself" 
 
I pouted 
 
"Sorry" I mumbled 
 
He stood I front of me and I grabbed his arm. The first few steps were wobbly and honestly if it weren't for Heechul I probably would've fallen over and injured my face
 
"Thanks" 
 
"Your we...” Heechul got cut off 
 
"Accessories" yesung exclaimed 
 
"Oh yea I almost forgot about that" I said letting go of Heechul 
 
I took a few steps by myself but I ended up messing up, my foot slipped and I lost balance 
 
I squeezed my eyes shut. 
 
It's happening again. I shouldn’t have let go of Heechul 
 
Why haven't I hit the ground yet?
 
Did I die? Oh my heavens no! I'm too young to die! I still haven't done the many things I wanted to do in life 
 
I slowly opened my eyes and looked around 
 
Why am I in Heechul’s arms?  
 
"The minute I let you go, you fall" he said with a worried yet annoyed face 
 
"Kumawo" 
 
"I only did that because I didn't want to be charged for possible murder" he said looking away 
 
I stared into his eyes. 
 
I have a question. How can eyes be so... Captivating? 
 
"We all know you’re in love, just don't make it obvious even more, remember were in public" Kangin said 
 
"Were not in love!" Heechul and I exclaimed at the same time 
 
Heechul POV 
 
Aish this girl, always causing trouble 
 
She stared into my eyes, it felt like she could see right through me, and unknowingly my heartbeat sped up. 
 
"We all know you’re in love, just don't make it obvious even more, remember were in public" Kangin said 
 
“Were not in love” Tae Hee  and I exclaimed 
 

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GodHandTeru
#1
Chapter 20: Wuaaaaahh I love this story since there were Heechul and Jiyong XD I hope I can read the sequel soon..
GDsLover
#2
Chapter 15: Totally loved the spam it made my day ^_^
superpaupular
#3
Chapter 18: Hi Im a new reader and Hee's my bias!yey!hee's coming back soooo soon!yehey!:)
lysander_01
#4
Chapter 15: nice update..can't wait for the next chapters...and also i found your story very weird because in your story all the suju members trust heechul to accompany a girl,while in common instances they won't let heechul do it..but at least i like your story
lysander_01
#5
Chapter 15: nice update..can't wait for the next chapters