"You’re going to set aside the shoes and put the living room in order" Leeteuk ordered and got to his own work. 

Ewe 32 smelly shoes of 15 grown men and myself. I should wear a mask next time I have to do this 

Oh the smell. 

I quickly and neatly did my job and went into the kitchen to help Ryeowook Henry and Hangeng. They kicked me out saying it was their job so they're gonna do it. 

Okay then, more time for me to do things for myself... 

I the TV and some reruns were on.

Some guy that looked like Siwon came on TV.

As soon as Siwon came out of his room I looked at him and then at the TV and back at him. 

"Siwon I found your look alike" I said gaining his attention along with Heechul’s 

Siwon smiled 

"That’s not his look alike" Heechul said 

"You have a twin?" I asked confused 

"Do you like it?" Siwon asked 

"What? The drama? Yea. What fascinates me is that he looks so much like you" 

"No, that is me" Siwon said still smiling 

I just made myself look like an idiot didn't I? 

"..." 

"It’s okay" Siwon chuckled 

"Pabo" Heechul mocked. I was sandwiched between Heechul and the sofa end. 

"Heechul move over" 

"No. Say 'oppa please'" 

"... head move" 

" head? Ya I'm still older than you show some respect" 

"By a month, it's already been established, stop repeating it. . Head plus I'm not saying anything that's not true. You are a head" I said 

He pouted but still he didn't move over so I decided to move but he wouldn't let me 

"Ya I can't breathe, Aish so suffocating" I said pushing him to the side. 

What is this guy's problem? Or rather what are this guy’s problems? He pisses me off so much for small reasons. Aish doesn't he know what personal space is 

"I'm not moving" he said concentrating on the episode

"My personal bubble keeps getting popped. Move Heechul" I said in a stern voice 

"What? Oh it's you ha-ha I thought I was hearing some nagging old ajumma" 

I pouted and turned my attention to Ryeowook

"Ryeowook when will the food be ready" 

"In a long time, it's going to take a while cooking for 16 people" Ryeowook replied 

"Wanna call me oppa" Heechul smirked 

"NO" I said 

"Just scoot your tiny over" I said 

Heechul got up as soon as he heard the word tiny, his back was facing me. 

"You call this tiny? Ha! It's bigger than yours!"

"Ya ya ya" Leeteuk yelled 

"Let not go there" Leeteuk continued

Heechul angrily sat next to me again and we watched the rest of the episode in silence 

Heechul POV

I was enraged.

Excuse me? Did she just call me tiny? Oh hell no. This is war now. It's war. Jeong jae niga oh~ 

(A/N referring to mblaq's song 'its war') 

"Ya ya ya" Leeteuk stopped us 

"Let’s not go there" 

Aish you old ajussi shut up you don't know how I feel 

I sat down angrily still next to Tae Hee

Why am I sitting next to her? Oh yea Donghae and Eunhyuk Henry and Siwon are sitting on the other couch and the other couch is occupied by Sungmin Kyuhyun Leeteuk and Zhoumi

After a few minutes I looked over as a head fell on my shoulder 

"What are you" I started to say 

Realizing that Tae Hee was asleep I decided to leave it as that and soon the sleepiness overtook me too.

 Her head lay on my shoulder and my head rested on her head. 

No one POV 

"Donghae give me your Phone" Zhou mi said 

"Why" Donghae replied

"Look that way" Kyuhyun said pointing to Heechul and Tae Hee

"Hohoho" Donghae laughed

"I get it" he continued

"Everyone ready?" Kyuhyun said

"Yep yep" everyone nodded

About an hour and thirty minutes later 

Heechul POV 

I felt something on my shoulder; I looked over and saw Tae Hee sleeping gracefully. 

I'll just be nice and let her sleep for a bit 

A few minutes later she started to move and slowly she woke up. I pretended to sleep, ha-ha she doesn't need to know. 

Tae hee POV 

My next started to hurt, and the pain woke me up, I felt a weight on my head.

I looked over and saw Heechul sleeping peacefully. 

His sleeping face does so not match his personality like his face is peaceful when he's sleeping but we all know he's a devil when he's awake. 

I realized that I was identifying every feature of his face, staring at him for so long. 

My heartbeat became faster, badump badump badump

I quickly moving myself away from him, surprising him wake 

"What Happened?" 

"..." 

"..." 

The silence spoke for us; I looked at him while he stared back at me. I found myself lost in his eyes, they were full of sadness and pain as well as happiness and love. 

"W...where is everyone" 

"I... I'll go look for them" 

"Leeteuk oppa?! Donghae?! Ryeowook?! Shindong?! Anyone?!" I said going into the kitchen, suddenly all the lights went out. The house was completely covered in darkness. 

I could feel the tears well up in my eyes 

"Heechul!" 

"Heechul where did you go? Heechul" 

I was trembling and tears were rolling down my cheeks 

I felt a hand on my cheek wipe away my tears. My eyes became wider. 

Who is it? Is it Heechul?

"Heechul" I asked 

"Yea it's me" 

Unknowingly I hugged him tightly, I thought I was alone, I thought that it would be like last time. 

"Ya what are you... Ya?! Are you okay?" he asked in his ever so rude tone

I couldn't make a sound, that's how scared I am.

Heechul slowly and carefully walked me over to the sofa

"Are you afraid of the darkness?"

I shook my head yes, but he couldn’t see me

"I'll take that as a yes" 

The power was gone for hours, the entire time though, Heechul never let go of my had and held on to it tightly. 

"Hey why are you so scared?"

I was still trembling but his warm embrace earlier calmed me down. Its okay, it's not like last time. You’re not in danger, its okay they can't touch you now. You’re safe. 

"Don’t laugh" I Said 

"Tell me" 

"When I was younger I was kidnapped" 

"What Happened?" 

FLASHBACK 

"Art is not perfection. Neither is love." Ae yeon said as she criticized both my art and my love life 

"I give up on life" 

"People tend to give up before they get the right answer" 

"Shut up" I said pissed off 

"What? I didn’t say anything that wasn't true" Ae yeon said 

"Aish" I said 

"Don’t Aish me; you need to get over it. He's never going to like you" she said 

"What a great friend" 

"Shut up. You know I'm right" she replied 

"*sigh* seriously I don't even know why I hang out with you" I said 

"You know you love me. She replied 

"Tracy he's looking for you" 

"Who?"

"Ji yong" 

Why would he be looking for me? 

I went to where he was 

"Do you want to go out with me?" 

My eyes became huge, I could tell. 

"Me? Are you sure you have the right person" 

"Tracy right?" 

"Yea"

"Then you’re the right person"

"Did someone drug you?" I asked astonished 

"Ha-ha nope, I just like you? So is that a yes?" he smiled 

I nodded shyly realizing the situation

We walked out holding hands

"Are you guys a couple now?" Grace asked 

"Yep" I replied 

"Something is suspicious" Ae yeon said 

"He said he liked me though" I replied

"You’re not just going to fall for that are you? What if it's a trick?" she said back

"Guys can and will be jerks, be careful" Jennifer said 

"When it comes to guys don't ask me all I know is that they are heartless creatures that will forever ruin a girl’s innocent life and mind" Jessie said 

Then a week passed by and we were still going out to my surprise. 

We only had one class together, music. 

During music there was a power outage and I had a panic attack. 

Ae yeon wasn’t here that day and she was the only person in that class that knew about it. My only fear. Darkness. 

Our teacher left the room to investigate what happened 

I started trembling and Jiyong, out of worry asked me "are you okay?" and I couldn't speak. 

"Tracy? What's wrong?" he asked holding me

"It’s too dark" I finally said grabbing on to his a tightly

"Yea there was a power outage" 

"No. They’re going to get me" I panicked 

(The rest of the class couldn't understand us since we were talking in Korean) 

Jiyong's voice made me feel safe but I couldn't relax because of the fear that was engraved into me years ago

"Tae Hee. Breathe" Jiyong said 

But I couldn't and before the lights , I had fainted. 

Jiyong carried me to the nurse’s room and then the lights came on.

About half an hour later I woke up and found a worried Jiyong sitting next to me. 

"Oh you’re awake" 

"What Happened?" 

"You fainted, you had a panic attack" 

"Oh, sorry for all the trouble I caused" I said 

"What happened that made you like this?" 

"It’s a boring story" 

"But I want to hear it" 

"Promise me you won't laugh"

"I won't, I won't" 

"When I was younger like an elementary school kid, I was kidnapped" I said 

"I was playing in the playground near my house and as soon as it became dark outside, I decided to go home. I didn't know it then, but that day a strange white car followed me back home, and before I knew it they grabbed me when no one was looking. I tried to scream but they drugged me. When I woke up I found myself tied to something, and it was dark all around. They had abused me and drugged me and I was blindfolded but about three hours later the police found me. Just as one of them said that they would me" I said 

"I was petrified and never went to that park again" I finished 

And after that Jiyong hugged me and whenever there was a power outage, he called me and made sure I was okay. 

END OF FLASHBACK 

Such a sweet guy, or at least that's what I thought back then. Who knew it was all lie

Suddenly Heechul hugged me 

"What are you doing?" 

"Nothing" 

"You call hugging nothing?" 

"Yes" 

"I'm better than before, I mean at first I used to pass out as soon as it got dark, now I just panic and have a little attack but I don't faint and at first I used to always have a person beside me because of how scared I was" 

Heechul was still hugging me.

"It’s okay now" he said like a mother would say to a child

"Thanks” I said remembering umma. Every time I had an attack she would always tell me "it's okay my precious star. Rest your head and mom will protect you from all the bad guys" a tear ran down my face 

"Are you crying again?" 

"I remembered umma" 

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