I'm walking down the streets, when I see a huge crowd surrounding someone. I walk closer to take a closer look, but I never thought that I'd see you here. EVER. My feet stop in it's tracks and I immediatly start turning the other way and run. Memories of what happened in the past start rushing through my head like a movie, overflowing into my brain. I'm a good 5 blocks away before I stop and look back. I rest against a building and close my eyes, trying to forget all those memories. I put my fingers on my lips. Soft as usual, but remembering when yours was pressed against mine, when It made me smile and want more, that feeling was gone, and now you are too.

I enter my house and switch on the TV. You're there as usual. I can't help watching you on TV. Everytime I see you and your group, it makes me smile and squeal with joy. But the smile on my face immediatly wipes off when the MC asked if a girl ever broke your heart before. "Yes, she did, but I'm sure there was a reason for it. I still like her and I miss her very much" you answer. "If you watching this, I hope we can meet again, and relive what we did in the past." My eyes get watery and I run to get a tissue, dabbing my eyes with it. If only...If only...

If only I never broke up with you...

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