In Jaejoong’s POV

Waiting for someone you love gives you a strange feeling. It makes you anxious, not knowing if he’s coming to you and at the same time it makes you wanna wait for him, no matter how long it will take him to come to you.

It goes same for me.  As I wait for my love, Jung Yunho to come, thousands and thousands of thoughts cross my mind. I never doubt his love for me but what if  he could not put up with me any further. What if he gets tired of me, what if he notices that I’m hiding something from him? Something that I’m afraid to admit because I’m afraid he will leave me if he knows the truth.  Worst of all what if he doesn’t want me anymore after knowing the truth, what will happen if he rejects me, push me away because of the differentials between us???

Yes, we are different. He loves me unconditionally as a human being while I seek for a love that could quench my thirst. A love that I can keep eternal by simply  sinking my fangs into his throat.

And today we will make a decision. Because I know I’m hurting him and I don’t want to do this anymore, I’m dangerous Yunho ah,  I’m dangerous because I love you... But I can’t be selfish anymore.

 I love you enough to let you go.

A/N – YunJae oneshot.. <3