As of December 18, 2017, I am cancelling this story because of  a few reasons:

1. If I am going to be completely honest, I have no idea where this story is going anymore. I have been busy with school [will still be busy as well because it's my last year in college] and really I think I have unconsciously abandoned this story as well;
2. Jinri leaving f(x) two years ago;
3. f(x)'s inactivity really has made me lose motivation as well;
4. and the most hearbreaking reason: I think you guys know what this reason is. I'm really shocked and didn't really believe it at first but a lot of people on twitter has been tweeting about it and even a few idols and personalities have tweeted as well PLUS SM confirmed it and it just broke my heart since he was actually my second bias in Shinee and even though it has been a while since i really spazzed about Shinee [and I’m not as much of a Shawol as I used to be ] this happening just saddens me so much. He was- is my second bias in Shinee still. 

I didn't want to just delete this out of nowhere and so I am writing this update to inform you guys of my decision. I'm sorry for cancelling this and I wish I could've written and completed this story since this is one of my first stories. (I guess what really triggered me is Jonghyun’s passing. Like it made my decision final)