"Are you okay ___ ?" asked Victoria... "yeah I'm fine." you tiled your head back so the blood with stop...."So you want to be honest and tell me what erted thoughts you were thinking of?" ..."w-wait what are you talking about it was just the after effect of the hot springs- "bull, that's a pretty stupid lie haha." she laughed....  You took a deep breath in "well I  mean I was looking at Kris and Chen and I started to imagine some stuff.".. "you mean like , like boy on boy..dude you're such a ert. I mean yeah they're very y but jeez we're at dinner haha." she said while laughing

"let's go back down hun" she smiled at you.."uhm I don't have much of an appetite actually, can you tell everyone I went to my room to rest?" you asked...She looked at you with worries "well okay if that's what you want, just- I hope you feel better. I'll send food up later and medicine." she told you before walking downstairs to the kitchen

You retired to your room and walked out to the porch to take a good look at the sky..."oh wow it's so  beautiful out today." you were speaking to yourself ..."yeah it is quite nice"...You turned around to see that Kris was in your room..."K-kris what are you doing here? I thought you were with everyone else downstairs?" you asked..."I was but now I'm here." he walked closer to you.."Are you okay?" he lifted your chin with his right hand and brought your face close to his ..you felt your heart racing and the blood rising to your face, you quickly pulled away. "I-I fine it's just been a long hot day." ..."well I hope you don't mind but I'm sleeping here tonight until you tell me whats going on." he smirked..."t-that's fine but I won't say a word though." you said being a bit difficult

You layed in bed and he went and slept right next to you .."what the heck." you gave him an annoyed face..." I told you I would now wouldn't I." he smiled... "Look if I tell you whats on my mind will you leave me alone, I really need some time to relieve my stressful mind." you said .."yes of course." he pulled his hand out for a pinky promise..."Alright first one question, what are we? friends? a couple? what?" you asked..."hmm we are friends that happen to like each other, but are not dating yet." he smiled..."Okay question two are you gay? and have you ever had thoughts of being with another man?" you asked... "haha no I'm not but I appreciate beauty." he laughed..."so is that all?" he asked.. you felt annoyed since he answered it so confidently "mm yeah I suppose." you said..." be honest ?" he asked...you sigh "look I just saw you earlier in your room but Chen was on top of you and so I just thought that maybe he got to you, since he said he liked you and well guys.urm he's gay" you quickly spilled the beans..."okay good, alright nighty night" you turned the other way thinking you got off easy. He grabbed you hand and held it ." you're silly you know that, of course Chen likes girls you do know he's a kidder and love to get a reaction out of you. As for him being on top, well he actually saw a spider and flipped out ..hmm how do I say this." he scratched his head.." he jumped on me and promised me not to tell anyone haha, but I guess I just did so can you keep it a secret." he put his index finger on his lips

"w-what serious! so my nerves has been wrecked because of me jumping to conclusion." you said.. "well you do tend to do that haha." he laughed...he pat your head ..."ah well I feel relieved." you smiled.."mmm so goodnight Kris." you smiled.. you thought he would leave since you spilled the beans but he hasn't moved at all."uhm aren't you leaving?" you asked..."mm no I'm comfortable right here." he smirked.."w-what!" you exclaimed..."but you promised." you pouted.. he surpisingly pinned your hands to the bed making him be on top."as you can tell , I'm no good with promises. And I don't feel tired...yet." he smirked... "Yo- you planned this out didn't you." you were in shocked... "yep" he leaned in to peck your lips..."You're lucky I like you." you said.. you two went off into the night of pure lust and bliss 

** This is not a sorry :P ..it's angst and drama :)** -author nim

You woke up in the arms of Kris... You didn't want to wake him up since he looked so peaceful. You tried to get out of bed slowly

"where do you think you're going?" he asked..."you're awake?" you asked..."mmhmmm yes I was, I was waiting for you to wake up." he smiled.... You blushed, picked up a pillow and lightly hit his shoulder "dork." you said

"Everyone get up!Let's all go to the beach!" Lay yelled from downstairs

You and Kris looked at each other and said in unison "beach?"

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Kris was the last to arrive downstairs

"you ready?" you asked... "yep I am." he grabbed your hand and you two held hands on the way to the beach

"w-whoa! this is beautiful!" Chen yelled... "Oh my I'm glad you like it."Victoria smiled... So lets all get into our bathing suits." she suggested...you tapped her shoulders and quietly whispered in her ears "Victoria I don't have one, is it okay if I wear shorts and a tshirt." you asked..she looked at you and finally spoked "nope. lets go sweetie" she grabbed your hand and led you to the restroom.. she picked up a two piece "V-victoria I can't wear this it's too reavealing!." you panicked .."no it's not you're a lady, show off your curves." she smiled.."b-but I can't- "I'll be so sad if you turn down my offer." she pouted ..in defeat you accepted it "fine"

You walked out with Victoria holding your shoulders "gentlemens what do you think of ___ and her cute swimsuit." she smiled... Chens and Lays face was so shocked it was if their spirit had left their bodies...you spoke"mm I guess this was a bad idea? right" you ask of everyones... Chen spoke out first " _-____ I didn't know you had such a big chest?" he blushed... Lay hit his head and blushed "Chen don't be so oblivious" he looked at you "you're beautiful, Chen is being a erted." he said ..."say Kris how come you're not shocked?" Victoria asked.. "She's mine and we make love so I'm not surprise." he walked up to you and held your hips to his body "And besides I'm the only guy that gets the priviledge to touch her body." he smirked at you ..you blushed like crazy and everyone was  in "oohhs" and "awws" .. thoughout the whole you and everyone else had fun.You continue to have fun with everyone else for the remaining time of the week, you even got a chance to see some of Chen's art.

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It was the last day and you were packing to leave the Lay's mansion

"It was fun." you said.... "It was, I didn't expect to have this much fun." Chen said.... you and Chen were packing together and you suddenly drop your perfume causing it break. "a-ah damn it, that was expensive." you frown.. Chen quickly helped clean the glass and spill "what brand was it?" he ask.. "oh Chen it was bath and body works -Gardenia-" you frown..."but why are you frowning can't you buy another one?" he asked..." I'd love to but they discontinued this scent." you answered.."it's okay, I chen will buy you one." he smiled.. your heart did a light dance. "ah no it's okay." you said... he  grabbed you hand and looked into your eyes "please it'd be an honor." he said. You face was becoming red, Chen is a sweetheart and on top of that he was amazingly beautiful. "oh okay" you smiled..."you know ___ you blush quite fast haha." he laughed.. "or maybe you just like me." he teased..."ah jeez you dork that's not true and besides I'm with Kris." you said... "are you now I mean you guys aren't official, if I could I could have you or him in a heartbeat." he smirked one last and walked away.

You were confused "what was that about" you mumbled, you shook off any suspicion and left for the bus. You and Kris got on one while Chen got on a different one since he's going to a different town

"Did you have fun?" kris asked... "yes I did, but you know there's one thing that bothered me- .." "oh you know what nevermind aha." you laughed.. Kris looked at you confused and just laughed anyways. You two conversate until you arrived back home to the bus station... as you two got off you saw a familiar face.

"well look who we have here, my ex wife." it was none other than Kai... "what do you want, it can't be a mere coincedence that you're here." you crossed your arms and stared at him.."Don't worry I'm just passing by" he said and then left on the bus.

you looked at Kris and Kris at you. "what was that about?" Kris asked in confusement.."you know what I dont even want to know." you said and walked away with Kris towards a taxi for home.

**beep beep**

Your phone beeped and it was a text message from Taeyeon

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From: Taengoo +13134356777

- Are you busy? I would like to see you? Meet me at my place.......

......before I commit suicide.

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you gasped and dropped your luggage.... you started running "Kris can you take my things with you I'll be back in a few!" you yelled as you ran

"what the is going on with you!" you screamed in your mind ...you ran and ran and finally reached her apartment out of breath. You knocked loudly "Taeyeon! Taeyeon you bastard don't die on me!" you busted the door down and looked everywhere to see that she wasn't there. "__ you got here fast" spoked to you from behind you turned around to see Taeyeon... you walked up to her and she flinched thinking you were going to slap her. Instead you hugged her leaving her with a shocked expression

"You- y-you I thought  you were going to die." you pleaded ..."no but how else was I going to get you to talk to me" she said... " I'm here, so no more scaring me!" you yelled at her "So what is it that you want to talk about?" you asked... "i-its about kai, he called me and said it was over." she said

"he said thats he's done with childish games and wants to move on to bigger and more challenging things." she said.."hmm that's interesting but you do know I have got nothing else for him. The filing were done last week so we're complete strangers now." you said "anyways it's not my problems nor should it be yours okay." you smiled and walked towards the door .."are we friends?" she stumped you with a question before you left.." use your imagination." you said..."can i still love you even though you'll never return the feelings." she said.. "I don't care." with those last words you walked out her apartment and towards the street back home.

You were walking and suddenly your ringtone went off Tyga-make it nasty..You saw the caller ID and it was Chen

"Chen sweetie miss me already?" you answered happily

"Why yes I did! Anyways what are you doing Wednesday?" he asked

"Just work but afterwards I'm free." You said

"Great so Wednesay around 8pm I'll pick you up for a friendly hang out date, dress pretty okay." his tone was in excitement

"uh okay great." you said 

"great see you then bye." he hung up

"mm that's in two days" you mumbled to yourself .."whats so special on a Wednesday"

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I swear chap 5 is the last one! I mean Chap 4 was intentionally the last one but since I was gonna ended in such a long paragraph I've decided to split it apart and put it for Chap 5 :) I'm sorry D: I keep teasing you guys 

**teaser**

"I like you and I don't want anyone near you." Chen said

"Are you ing crazy?!" you said

He pinned you to the bed 

"That's my middle name." he smirked

"I'm with Kris!" you yelled

"he doesn't have to know." Chen said