Dear Mom,

I remember when I was a kid, you'll always feed me, make me clothes even if  Dad can buy our

clothes, protect me,teach me what was right and what was wrong,take care of me, love me and most

of all, be around me. That is the thing that made me happy and feel safe. Until the day you dissapear,

my world crash down. I didn't know what was happening. We were in the hospital outside of a room

called : The operation room. I didn't know what was that until now. Michelle and Leo were panicking.

And for me, I was sitting there patiently and looking at them. When the door of the room oppened,

the doctor came out and said : Mianhe. We did our best. After that phrase from the doctor, Dad

and Michelle ran inside. Leo pull me up, held me and we also entered inside. Inside, I saw you inside

on a bed lying there with your eyes clothes. Dad was crying. Michelle was too. I saw Leo's watery eyes

too.They were all crying execpt me. I didn't know what was going on because I was only 8, still a kid

trying to learn. Dad came up to me and held me. He hugged me and said : Tiffany, mom left this world

and will never comeback. Mianhe. My eyes were covered with water and I felt like I wanted to die.

Michelle and Leo saw me cry and they came right up to me. We all hugged eachother. Dad said:

We lost someone precious to us. We couldn't help but at least we loved her. For now on, we need 

to stay together and stay strong. We don't want to dissapoint her. Understand! Afther that day, the day

we lost you, our life's changed. We were depressed for like a week because  we were missing someone

in our life. We survived this week and the next week, we become more strong and continue livign our 

ordinary life. We still missed you. You know. I missed you mom. I love you. I need you now because

I'm lost now. My world is again crashing down. I saw something that I didn't imagine and didn't want

to see. Come help me mom.Our please. Sent me someone of something to help me erase these

thoughts. I need help, Mom.

                                                                                                                                                           Tiffany       

Tiffany was running and running. She didn't stop for at least half an hour until she reached her limit.

She stopped at a park near of Han river. She was at the bar where it keeps you from falling into the water.

She put her head down on it and her arms crossed on it too. She didn't cry. She was thinking. She heard 

footsteps behind her. She knew who it was. She hear him breathing hard. Nichkhun was tired as hell

because of the running he did. When he went back normal, he came right next to Tiffany. Tiffany held

her hand up when he started talking.

Nichkhun : You sure run fast.

Tiffany : You shouldn't have followed me.

Nichkhun : If I don't, who knows what will happen to you.

Silent....

Nichkhun : Are you ok?

Tiffany : ....I don't know.

Nichkhun : How can you not know if you're ok or not?

TIffany : My mind is full of things right now. I just want to let it all out.

Nichkhun : If you want to let it all out, I'm right her . But don't cry. I hate you seeing you cry.

Tiffany : (Her heart stuns) I'm not crying anymore and thank you.

Nichkhun : You're alright after what you saw back there?

Tiffany : (Her heat stuns but in the bad way) I cried when I ran and now, things are better....

Nichkhun : You to talk about it?

Tiffany : ....I don't know...maybe not because I don't feel like it. Can you take me home?

Nichkhun : Ok...

They walked back to the place where the motorbicycle was. And then, they went back home.

During the ride, Tiffany held Nichkhun harder than before. Tiffany wanted to hug someone

and share her pain. Nichkhun felt her held his waist hard. He knowns that she is sad and

still is.

When they were outside of TIffany's house, Tiffany thanked Nichkhun for tonight and walked

home. Suddenly, Tiffany felt two arms wrapped around her body. She felt a head put on her

shoulder. She knew who it was.

Nichkhun : I know you feel sad.I don't want to see you suffer because I'll hate myself if you do.

I know why you're sad. I know you don't want to talk about with me but I want to say to you that

I'll always be there by your side when you feel down. I know I'm a playboy, a mean guy and a

guy that doesn't treet you well. I know you hate me for that but in my heart, I don't hate you. Instead,

I'll protect you and l lo....

Before that phrase that Nichkhun wanted to say, the hug broked because Tiffany turned around

and faced him. Nichkhun saw her watery eyes. He didn't like it.

Tiffany : Thank you.

Nichkhun : (I'll always be there when you need me....And the thing I wanted to say is Tiffany, I lo...

and will always do.)

TIffany hugged him as tight as she could. Nichkhu held her back. Tiffany felt more safe and less

dissapointed when she was letting it out with him. He was the only one here that help her feel

less pain. She didn't even understand what Nichkhun said before. All she thought for was : Thank you

Nichkhun for being here and helping me. I appreciated it. And my perception of you might change.

And Mom, don't worry I'll stay strong and figure something out to solve this problem even if I might

lose him...Also, Mom, you did sent someone. 

After that night, things might change in Tiffany's life. Hope is the right one.