Chapter 17

Say I Love U
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It’s subtle but everything changed the morning Yoona woke up wrapped in the white downy sheets of her pretend-boyfriend. She doesn’t notice it at first, too busy thinking about what to do now that she was out of school, waiting to graduate and to register for the next National Physicians Exam in a year.

She had decided, even before meeting Changmin, to take a gap year to study and spend as much time with her father as possible. She hadn’t factored in the highs and lows of being in a relationship—even a pretend one had its moments—but it was there, still, wedged between her daddy-and-daughter plans, graduation practices and review hours.

Her father loved knowing that Yoona had a life outside of taking care of him and he told her so every time they found themselves sitting together for meals and leisurely hours. Im Sanghyuk had taken to Changmin as Yoona’s love interest in a way that he never had with Donghae, even though technically he’d known and worked with Donghae much longer. He constantly now whenever she got back from a ‘date’, waiting up for her some nights even though he never used to before. It made Yoona blush bright red whenever her father would give her a knowing look when she summarized her night out with Changmin, but she would take the embarrassment with her head held high if it continued to bring a happy smile on his face.

Something had to be said about Changmin’s surprising ability to create bonds without having to actually speak. And Yoona wasn’t about to complain when it made her father so at ease since his homecoming.

“Do you have plans tonight, dear?” Her father casually asked over breakfast almost a month after her major after-birthday hangover, sipping his chamomile tea as Yoona cut his eggs into small, bite-sized portions. “A date, perhaps?”

“You know when you say it like that it just makes me not want to tell you anything.” Yoona replied, grinning despite her mock-stern tone. Taking a bite from her breakfast sandwich, she tilted her head to the side and met her father’s knowing and expectant gaze head on. Something about the look in his eyes made her suspicious and she couldn’t help but wrinkle her nose and ask him point blank.

“Okay, what do you know, Mr. Im?” She waved her half-eaten sandwich at him threateningly, uncaring of how unladylike (or unhygienic) the gesture was. “Speak or I will make you eat the week-old tofu salad in the fridge!”

“Oh no! Not the tofu!” Her father wailed dramatically, clutching at his heart as though he was really in pain. And if Yoona hadn’t been looking at him, she would have believed that he actually was—if not for the treacherous grin that gave his amusement away.

“You’re hilarious,” Yoona deadpanned, rolling her eyes and staring pointedly at her old man until he stopped playing sick. She grinned at him once he settled back into his seat, spearing his bite-sized portions of egg and eating them with a relish that reminded her of earlier, happier family times. Times when it was just the two of them left to share a breakfast, when her mother used to cut her eggs for her too. The very sight of her father enjoying his simple meal made her simultaneously want to cry and laugh at the same time.

“That was a serious question, Yoona. I really do want to know if you’re going out tonight.”

“And if I wasn’t?” She asked, tilting her head in question.

Her father feigned innocence, shrugging casually as he picked up his tea again to take a hearty sip. “I may have invited a few of my colleagues over for a poker game tonight…”

“Ah, so you want me out of the house so you can drink, huh?”

“It’s not right to withhold liquor during a poker game, darling.” He argued, pointing his fork at her, mock-indignant. “It’ll be utterly cruel of you to ban me from the joy a sip of good scotch can bring. I’ve already nixed the cigars, may I remind you.”

Yoona thought it over in her head before reaching out to pat her father’s hand comfortingly. “Okay,” she said, smirking when his expressed lightened in excitement, “You can have a drink but only a few, alright? And absolutely no smoking! I’m going to ask Nurse Yura and Mr. Kang to watch you like a hawk so I better not hear you breaking the rules when I’m not here.”

“Funny. I thought I was the parental figure in this house.” Her father teased, warmly squeezing the hand holding his.

Yoona shrugged. “I’m the one who graduated with the MD though.”

“Ah, but you haven’t graduated!”

“Yet!” Yoona huffed, narrowing her eyes at him before they both dissolved into laughter. “I don’t have plans tonight but I can call Hyoyeon if I have to.”

“What about Changmin?”

She grinned at the inquiring and interested way her father asked about her pretend-boyfriend, tallying another point in Changmin’s favor. “He’s supposed to be working at his construction site tonight. The building where he’s foreman is supposed to add another floor sometime this week so he has to be there to make sure everything runs smoothly.” Her brow furrowed as she tried to recall when it was he’d told her he’d be working late before reeling back and realizing she couldn’t remember. “I haven’t checked with him again since he let me know about it the other night, but I suppose I can call him and ask.”

“You should call him and set a date if he’s free. You’ve already spent enough time with Hyoyeon over the years anyway.”

“Look at you being all ‘progressive’ and ‘open’ dad on me,” she said in mocking manner, grinning when her father raised his eyebrow at her. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you so cordial with any of my past boyfriends.”

Her dad laughed at that, shaking his head. “To be fair, you’ve never really introduced any of your boyfriends to me. I’ve always had to hear about them through your sister or Hyoyeon when they set out to tease you.” He fixed her with a playful but knowing look; a look that made Yoona’s cheek burn in embarrassment at the underlying message it projected. “I’m inclined to think that Shim Changmin might mean more to you than you let on.”

“Changmin is…” A mystery. An incredibly good-looking, stubborn but interesting mystery I’ve been trying to figure out for weeks now. Except I don’t really think I want to figure him out. I like him just fine the way he is. “He’s different. Definitely not like anyone I ever met or dated. He constantly surprises me.”

“Then I don’t see why couldn’t want to spend more time with him while you’re free.”

Yoona studied her father for a long moment. Her heart stuttered a little at the thought of being alone with Changmin for no reason other than to just be toge

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indemne #1
Chapter 18: Your stories are amazing and this one is especially my favorite. I see that you might not want to update this anymore, but could you at least tell what’s gonna happen next/ what you were planning to do with it? I really, really enjoy this one and I’m just super curious as to what happens next. I understand that you might be busier now and you don’t want to, and that’s okay. I still hope you’ll continue writing one way or another!
smtownlovely
#2
Chapter 18: It's 2018 and I am still waiting for the update. I know i didnt comment often. But i really love your stories. It's really interesting. Hopefully someday i can read your story again. Thank you for making these story that used to make my day happier. ?
sonemanu #3
Chapter 18: Plz update author nim please!!!
yunasama93 #4
Chapter 18: Authornim..update this stories please..
starbug24 #5
Chapter 18: For the love god the following scene isn't them wondering what this all means and it's just them simply thinking: "This is it! There's no going back now. The boundaries of real and not are no longer visible and I DON'T CARE!"
LolliLovee
#6
Chapter 18: And everything about Changmin and Yoona are super duper adorable and I just can't think about it. Like gaaaaahhh, I feel as though 'Say I Love U' is the fluffiest little stint you ever written for those two. Yoona is getting all heated because she's thinking about Shim. He smiles at his phone longer than he should when she texted and she kisses him. GOsh, of course everyhting is going to fade away because you two attractive people are together and it is perfect to the t. She even understands his body language. Honestly, it should be a real class in college, but lol jk. Gosh, these two apart are just as cute as when they're together in this fic. THIS CANNOT LAST THOUGH. IT CAN NEVER LAST.

Also, I love a good fickle character, so if Donghae is as fickle as someone else commented, then I love him. And it's mostly because I'm just as fickle as Romeo when it comes with romances. And also I think it's possible to love two women. The problem is you like someone more than the other. There are always the lesser and the greater in love triangles. I like this one less than the other one and unless someone really goes through it, they don't quite understand it. And, it's always let's chastitize the human being for being attracted to two human beings. It's not like I can turn it off. It's not like I want to be infatuated with someone else. I think when it comes to being in a relationship, or even getting out of a relationship, there are still lingering feelings, always that part of you that they have. So yeah. Donghae is just having human emotions and Yoona is too. It's cool. They both have someone else. That's pretty nifty. I end up relating too much to the fickle character.
LolliLovee
#7
Chapter 18: I'M BAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCCK. you know you missed my comments. they're tre tragique. <3 love you lots nikka.

The relationship between Yoona and her Father are just lovely. Let's take a moment to appreciate the fact that there is a story that portrays someone's father in a wonderful light and the fact that Yoona and her father are joking around about week old tofu salad, and it's just wonderful. Those two are just a great relationship, and side note, ALSO INCLUDES AN ADULT WITH FATHER. pretty hard to find in some fics. And father speaks truth, kicking out his kid so he can have a poker game, and not the other way around? Number one parent goes to her Yoona's dad. Yes. I forgot his name. I'm sorry. But, that's lovely. Their relationship is just lovely. Again, I just find it so hard to find anything with a positive relationship between the parent and kid without it being incredibly cringey or obsolete.

I'm not sure how I feel about the Jessica's family being Changmin's real family plot. I always felt like it was just... a bit put in at times. Especially with Jessica appearing out of nowhere and coming back and forth, but then overlooking that, it's very interesting to see those two interact with each other as well as see how Jessica is just let's get you to mama as soon as possible. Jessica, at the same time, seems somewhat self-centered and that's coming from the fact that she keeps pushing Changmin to go back as well as the statement knowing he can talk... HE AIN'T COMFORTABLE AROUND U. DON'T FORCE HIM TO DO SOMETHING. It'll be interesting to see how this plays out in the circle of the story. Knowing you, you'll perfectly get it in there somehow because whatever you write is perfection and I've never been unsatisfied with anything you've written. (Except for the fact that one moment I realized that YoonHae fic was discontinued and SHE WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH CHANGMIN AND I JUST CANT)

Anyways, it was incredibly fluff and I love it. To be continued.
Sassyamy123 #8
OMG! I actually read all your chapters in one day!
And I've got to say never have a story made me read till 6am early in the morning.
This is too good! And I honestly never shipped changYoon but this story plot is really too good!
I really like your writing style.
And the sentences that you use brings the story so much life!
Haven't found such stories in a long time and I'm glad I stumbled onto yours!
I really like the fact that Yoona is totally beginning to just let go and just like changmin
And oh god! That night when he came to bring her back, he actually spoke!
And gosh.. Donghae is really fickle minded.
You were the one who left Yoona, you can't love two woman at a time.
You've hurt her enough.
And then there's changmin's background with Jessica.
I really hope Yoona will be able to talk him into meeting his mother no matter how they have actually neglected him.
I'm so addicted to this story Alr!
Hopefully you will update soon~
Julies #9
Chapter 18: OMG you finally updated this story. I love love love this story. This chapter's beautiful as always but too short. But it was so good, it's worth the wait :)
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#10
Chapter 18: FACT: I JUMPED OUT OF MY SEAT AND SQUEALED WHEN SHE KISSED HIM!!! LIKE SHE INITIATED THE KISS OMFG
Everything is this chapters is set out so perfectly?! From the exchange between Yoona and her father, I think that scene revealed a lot about her character and also, how highly she thinks of Changmin. (I can't wait for scenes with Changmin and Yoona's father!). In contrast to that light-hearted conversation, Changmin's family drama is shaping up to be (imo) a significant plot device here and I enjoy the mystery edge to Changmin's past (also, Jessica as his sister obvly lol).

You promised me fluff and you really did deliver! Our bbs are soooo in love! I can perfectly envision that moment when Yoona spots him at the fair and when he comes up to her, like he couldn't wait to get to her and be close to her again. Ugh it's so perfect! This update has been the worth the wait. There's been a Changyoon drought and this has been so refreshing to read!