This third chapter will kind of teach you life lessons. To love honestly and with all your heart..

My cousin doesn’t want him for me at first. They even planned to transfer me. Just to stay away from him. I did everything. Just for us to stay in touch. Sacrifices were made.

One day, a cousin of mine talked to him, and told him to stay away from me. He insisted on leaving me. He told my cousin that he won’t ever ever listen to him. He won’t leave me because he loves me. Even though he has to respect my cousin because he’s older than him, he didn’t, just to fight for our relationship. My cousin even told me that he’s disrespecting them. I told them they are forcing him to disrespect them because they are forcing him to do what he doesn’t want to do.

Is that how much he loves me? Can every girl find a guy like him ever again? Should I give him up? Or not? Does he want me for only him? I guess so..

Just this past month (December) I met a guy naming Taejung. He adore me and everything blah blah blah. I told my boyfriend about it and, he got jealous! I was laughing at him. When I arrived home, Taejung borrowed my phone. Without my knowledge, he had a talk with my boyfriend…

Actual Messages:

(Blue for Taejung, Red for Him)

December 24, 2010 at 7:57am

Do what with her pretty boy? tsk. Leave her alone. She's MINE

December 24, 2010 at 8:01am 

Omo what are you doing here? You want her to be yours, it's a difference. Go, ask her. She’ll tell you that she loves me. Don’t even try to do something to her. she told me that you are only a friend for her. She doesn't even love you and it won't change. So leave her alone, Taejung

December 24, 2010 at 8:03am

You ain't anything on me. I can even do everything I to be with her.

December 24, 2010 at 8:05am

Are you really that stupid? If you love her you won't want to hurt her. She’s not another easy girl. It’s something special for her. Try to respect it,

December 24, 2010 at 8:09am

Listen, er! I can do anything. I’ll force her to be with me. You can't do anything, mother er.

December 24, 2010 at 8:13am

Haha of course you will. She won't let you. You don't even know her. She’s too strong for you. I have to go now, I have a job and I’m earning money to give her good life. Try to do something useful too

December 24, 2010 at 8:14am

Yeah. Shut up

December 24, 2010 at 8:15am 

Haha it's funny how stupid you are. You don't even know what to say

December 24, 2010 at 8:18am

Yeah. Just shut up! What kind of job do you have? A very LOW income job?! Hahaha

December 24, 2010 at 8:21am 

It’s not your business. But don't worry. I earn a lot of money. It will be even too much for me, her and our 3 kids.

Once, my cousins and I had an argument. They are forcing me to leave him. I told them that I’ll solve this on my own. That they don’t have to care. I told him to be online. He did and we talked. I told him that, we should separate our own ways now. It hurts us each other. And that, we’re not going to make this up. His reply was

December 19, 2010 at 6:52pm 

I’m sorry. I can't force you to be with me. I’m so sorry. if you want to leave, I will understand it. but remember that I will never forget you and I will never stop loving you. I will be waiting for your comeback till the end of my life

 December 19, 2010 at 6:54pm

I love you. I won't leave you. I promised you, right?

December 19, 2010 at 7:01pm 

Ye, but I don't want to force you. If it hurts you so much, we should better end it. I don't want you to suffer and cry. I’d better cry myself because of our break up

Lesson : If you love someone set them free. Do everything what it takes to be with them. If they really want to be alone and if they are happier about it, better set them free, for their happiness.

Sacrifices : Sacrifices are being made just for the one you love. Love is true. Love doesn’t exist without it. Even without love, we need to make sacrifices. Like, Jesus did to us. He sacrificed his own life, just to capture our sins being made. Sometimes, we have to accept or handle the things our love one does. It may harm or hurt you, but just for the one you love, you’ll do it. Remember Big Bang’s music video for Lies? G.Dragon sacrificed for his love right? That’s true love. But, remember, don’t ever commit mortal sins~! Hahaha

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My latest chapter entitled, Sacrifices and Life Lessons from Love. I hope this would help you guys. Even those who are loveless or who never fell in love yet. Always do these things to inspire other people, and to give your love one a softer and warmer heart for you. A young heart is the one who is ready to love, and does always loves. Next chapter is about “Cute Fights and Love Glues” ^^. I hope you guys will read it~!! Lovers, Hwaiting~!!

Comments are highly appreciated~! 

~Ming Zhu~