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BORA'S POV

I stared at the "dead" hoya in front of me...still unsure if it was really him...if he really was right in front of me once again

my eyes were already wet from angry tears but now....they were tears of....grief..anger.....pain....sorrow

i felt so overwhelmed as I felt different emotions all at once 

"H...Hoya...You're...you're..." I started but stopped as I turned around and looked up at the ceiling trying to calm myself down but as I tried, questions kept roaming around my head, more emotions filled my heavy heart and thick tears that were on the verge of becoming even thicker and more pain-filled tears 

I turned back around and once again more emotions...the pain and the hurt I felt filled my heart 

My face wet with tears, I pointed my finger at him

"You...were alive?" I asked as my voice cracked 

He nodded slowly as he looked at me with such pitiful eyes 

Just like me...his eyes were filled with tears but he didn't dare let them fall

"YOU! YOU! YOU! you were alive...and yet you....you.....hid from me........you.........." I paused and looked down at the floor with both my hands on my hips as I sighed with tears falling non-stop to the white clean floor 

"LEE HOWON YOU!" and i fell to the floor as I couldn't handle this shock any longer 

He ran up to me immediately and had his hands on my arms...the warmth...his warmth, it was the same from 4 years ago 

I looked down at where his hands were and I looked back up at him 

Slowly and cautiously I raised my hands until it rested on his face

He was really there...his warm face...his sweet eyes..his cute nose...his kissable lips....all there......

I bit my lips as I tried to refrain from sobbing, from breaking down in front of him 

my hands balled into a fist I hit his chest over and over again as I said "Babo(stupid), babo...babo...babo...stupid...idiot....crazy....babo...babo..." I kept repeating as tears uncontrollably caressed my cheeks 

Then...I could no longer control or hide my feelings....as I was on the floor with Hoya in front of me...I sobbed and wept 

With both hands on the floor with my legs folded slightly as it layed like a mermaid's tail with my head facing the floor....i just cried and cried.....

L'S POV

We arrived at the hospital once the girls called us and we were all outside the room, waiting......

but we heard every single word, sentence, phrase spoken in there and of course...all of us were sobbing 

"LEE HOWON YOU!" we heard Bora yell which was accompanied by her sobs  

soon there silence and we heard her voice once again "Babo(stupid), babo...babo...babo...stupid...idiot....crazy....babo...babo..." she kept saying and I looked at the door as I held Dasom in my arms as we cried together 

Hoya...you idiot......

Soon all we heard were cries....the sound of Bora's pain..sorrow...relief...love...pain....we heard it all...her emotions...just by her cries...we could tell.....

HOYA'S POV

I looked at Bora crying uncontrollably and I no longer could stop the tears I forced myself to stop from flowing 

"I'm sorry," I whispered and she lifted her head slowly as she looked at me 

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand and stared at me 

"Babo," she said again but this time smiling 

I looked at her still with tears flowing as I couldn't stop the sorrow i felt..

She smiled even brighter and wiped my tears with her fingers 

"I'm just glad you're alive, Oppa," she said with her clear angelic voice and my heart fluttered once again

I smiled, nodding my head as I held her hand that layed on my face 

"Don't you dare leave me ever again..promise?" 

and I smiled and nodded 

"I'm sorry.." I said once again

She shook her head sideways.."don't be..." 

I pulled her into a hug and said "I love you," with the utmost sincerity

BORA'S POV

I love you...but please...don't leave me again...please don't. 

I won't be able to handle it again

so please..don't leave me alone again

promise?

I love you Yoon Bora..and I promise...I will never let you go again...I promise