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2 days left 

Hoya's Pov 

I stared at the window in the prison cell as I sat on the floor leaning against the wall

I have been in the same position, sitting against the same wall as yesterday

After...bora left and was thrown into this cold and dark cell, I queitly walked to the far right corner of the room and just sat there, staring mindlessly at the window 

"Hoya..." someone called but I just ignored the person and just continued to be lost in my own conscience

"Lee Howon," the person continued to call

I slowly turned my head to the bars and found Sungkyu looking at me with his hair a little messy but had the same clothes on as yesterday

I got up quickly and ran over to him as I held onto two of the bars 

"How are you holding up man?" he asked sadly 

"I"m...fine.." I said smiling 

"..I've never been so one with myself..." I said cheekily as I smiled 

"Can you really smile in this situation?" he asked with a frown on his face 

"I"m just trying to brighten the atmosphere,"

"Hoya.."

"Don't worry about it, I'm good,"

"Hoya, how can I not worry? You're my brother and you're leaving this world in 2 days," he said sadly 

"I honestly don't care anymore. I love you and the rest of infinite..but I just want to rest now," I said as I inhaled and exhaled deeply 

"...Then what about Bora?..." he asked cautiously 

I looked down and smiled 

"You know she didn't mean what she said," Sungkyu hyung said weakly 

I looked up with a smile still plastered on my face

"How is she?" I asked without answering his question

I saw Sungkyu hyung's expression darken

"What is it? Is she okay?" I asked worriedly 

SUNGKYU'S POV

I didn't know how to reply to him

Should i tell him the truth? But if I did tell him the truth how would he react? 

"She's...fine..." I answered hesitantly and right when I answered I asked myself once again if lying to him was the best option 

"Hyung, don't lie to me. You know you can't fool me," He said with a frown on his face 

"I haven't seen her since the day you got arrested," I said which was true since I didn't but I just thought it was best not telling him the truth. He's someone who has to leave this world in 2 days and telling him of Bora's condition is going to just lead him into sorrow and pain....I want to let him leave...freely and...with a smile

I didn't hear a reply from Hoya so I looked at him and saw his worried and perplexed expression

"Hoya..don't worry, I'm sure she's fine," I tried to reassure 

"Yeah...Hopefully," he said almost in a whisper 

"..Hyung~~" he called lovingly and in the most cutest manner 

"Yea?"

"You know I love you right?"

I smiled happily but a tear ran down my face 

"Hyung, why are you crying?"

"...I..don't know..." I said sniffling, wiping the tears 

"I love you too...Lee Howon...leave peacefully,"

"I will...and Hyung..take care of Bora for me," he requested 

"...of course..."

"Lawyer Kim, you're time with Lee Howon is over," an officer shared, waiting for me to leave as he held the door open

"Hyung...take care.." he said finally before I left 

I turned around and smiled and stepped out the room that held only Hoya in the prison cell....once I was outside my back was hunched over and I started crying endlessly

I tried to hold in my tears..wanting to look..less...pitiful but that didn't work well....

I avoided people's eyes as they walked past as I wanted to hide my tears 

I ran to my car and got in my car as quickly as possible as I shut my door loudly 

I leaned back as I sighed but slowly the feelings of pain..of sorrow...started to crowd my mind 

I bit my lips as tears ran down and it was continuous..the tears fell without any effort...

I leaned forward on the steering wheel as I had my arm on the wheel and my head leaning on my arm and sobbed

I banged the wheel hard with my fist as I cried angrily and soon yelled, trying to release my anger and wanting to let go of just all my feelings right now 

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!!!!!!!!!" I continued to yell as I banged the wheel once again 

...hoya....this...is our farewell...

...goodbye...my brother...

I love you and be happy in your next lifetime.....

next liftetime please don't have this pathetic and pitiful life...please be happy...please

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hey guys this was supposed to be the full last chapter of this fanfic but because I don't have time and I don't want to leave you guys hanging for a  long time I decided to post this first and post the final chapter as soon as possible ^^

hope you understand