It has been three months since me and Jokwon have been apart. Even though it was my desicion to break up I thought maybe just maybe we could still be with each other outside of the show. Every time you have a music show with me I try to go up to you to greet you but you ignore me I cant take this I know at times I dont act like it but I LOVE you. My heart is breaking without you next to me I am going to drown in a sea of depression.

                                                    ~Son GaIn

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how can you walk around like everything is ok you leave and then expect everything to be ok. Well it is not. You don't need me? Well I don't need you. If it is the last thing I do I will make your life a living hell.

                                                                                                                        ~Jokwon