We are back from the "fishing " trip... i am here for a week now.... all the schedules and events that i have will start another 2 days... i m really worried now... is Yunho really will keep me here forever?? this cannot be... all things i and he had work hard now will fall down.... how i can convince him to let me go... we cannot be here forever... it is nonsense.... he always tease me .... but we didn't have any after that night.... but i think it is worst.. because his teasing getting more intense every time he do it... it is like he also is trying to control himself.... mmm... am i that desirable??? i didn't want to be born like this... they said i like a magnet... girls and especially boys...

i heard him talking to the phone... he is talking to someone... who is it? max? or that 2 betrayal? i don't know.... and i cannot hear what he is talking about.... if he gonna go out from here..... is he gonna put me in a dungeon or something... that kind of thought make me shiver..... he can do anything, i didn't know what he will do next....  did he planned all this things... during that 4 years.....

"yes... we will be back tomorrow.."

"really... did u manage .. .. "

"not yet... but i know what to do"

"mm... so this means that i had no chance "

"hyun joong... u are a good guy"

"hahahaha...  so u know that.... but it is really frustrating"

"this is u r first love or what??"

"more or less.... just take care of him Yunho... he is lonely... keeping more than he can handle inside him.."

he is talking on the phone again... i am really curious who he is talking to... mmm... why did i want to know?

"Jae... are u asleep already..."

"yea... i am dreaming.... and i talk in my dream.."

"that is funny..... u just spying on me didnt u? ... wanna know who i am talking to?"

"no... it s not my business... why i have to know?"

"i know u wanna know.. i am talking to.. "

"i said it doesnt bother me at all... so just shut up"

"Jae..... by any chance.... are u jealous..?"

"why i ..... what do u think u are for me to jealous?"

"can i say that ... u ... are my wife?"

"ur WHAT????!!!!.... yunho be real... i am a guy, not a girl!!... i hate it "

"if u hate it that much... dont act like a girl... or jealous wife.."

"whatever"

"sometimes... u have to hear or ask for explanation... dont just make ur own assumption... "

"u are nagging me.."

"mmm... i like to do that... there many things i wanna nag about.. ... i had pile it all for 4 years"

"ok... just do whatever u want... i am sleepy.. "

he come under the blanket... hugging me... and kiss my ears

"Yunho...d..d.....u... "

"u just gave me permission to do what i want didnt u?"

"u know i didnt mean that thing!!"

"ah!! but i dont know why.. i always think like that.. so.. come here.. "

he keep kissing my neck..... biting it... marking it... and his hand is all over my body... the frustration i had built inside me... it going to explode again.. this betrayal body... i am and twisting ... i wanna run from his grip... really... i dont want this... but it keep happened... he kissed my lips again hard.deep ... and i am .... non stop.... and even though i said no for many time... he still insisted...

the next morning

"Jae... are u ok.... , u look so tired.."

"and who the hell did that to me... u never hear what i said to you didnt u?"

"ah... i hear it all... u said.. "no... more...... deeper..... harder... " is that what u meant?"

"Yunho!!!... "

"jae.. we are going back today"

"what do u mean by going back?"

"u and i are returning to Seoul... we have our works to do.."

"ah!! now u remember... i thought u never wanted to return"

"if i can... i wanted just  stay here with u ... and tied u to this bed.. "

"that is the only thing u can think about me , ert"

"so.. why are u not happy... going back there?"

"who said i am not happy... i am really happy... i am going to be free... i dont have to see u gain.... and i warn u dont ever come near me... if not i m going to sue u"

"really... u are going to do that?"

"why? u dont believe it?"

"mm more or less.... " he is grinning.... something is not right here...

that afternoon we on the plane to Seoul... he seated me next to him... i am sleeping all the way home... this is the most  tiring vacation i aver had...

at the airport after we reach seoul... that 2 idiots are waiting for me grinning... i am going to kill them for sure....

after separating at the airport.... we go separate way... i m with yoochun and junsu heading home....

at last he let me go.... so all his threat is not true... i know he is not that kind of person.. he will not caged me up... or locked me up if i keep resisting...

my hand phone.. its vibrating....

it is from him...

the text message  "jae... i owned u... dont u dare to forget that, when i call u to me u must come, if not.. this will be on the heading of the next day paper.. and i got a lot more.... the whole series... of our sweet vacation...hehehe.... see u ... my sweet bride..i am really not done with u yet..."

and attached with that ......is my first night with him.. the video..

god... he put cameras... all the places... in the house... the boat...even the beach.... did he planned all of that since i arrived???   he didnt have to caged me in a place and locked me up... he chained me to him???!!!