There was nothing but the sound of his tears falling on the back of his hand. Silence was sickening because the voices in his head were louder and more persistent than usual. Junsu tries to push them away, but the nagging remains. She's left one voice says repeatedly, this voice was harsh and shrill and it clawed at his mind over and over again that Junsu wanted to tear all his hair off his head. Pain was better than the numbing chill that crept up his body every time he thought of her. He'd rather have the violent heaving in his chest and the wrenching twisting in his stomach than the cold silence that burned his heart. He wanted pain so he had a choice to not listen his screaming heart. He wanted to feel the harrowing throb of a lump in his throat when it hurt so much that he couldn't breathe. He wanted pain because it reminded him she once existed in his life. Even when it hurt so much hie world started to spin and he felt like throwing up, and he'd still be asking for more. Still tears kept flowing, dduk dduk dduk, each drop louder than the one before it. 

Title: Dduk Dduk Dduk (Apparently an onomatopoeia of the sound of falling tears)

Character: Junsu

Genre: angst

Word Count: 205