A/N: Okay this is going to be a very long chapter, it's just the first chapter but Misha's side of the story...i know I'm just repeating most of the things, i just want you guys to know Misha's side of the story too....The chapter is written in the authors/readers piont of view but her thoughts are wirtten in red.....I hope you guys enjoy this and subscribe if you like what you are reading...>.< The only reason i decided to update is because i am not in school today as i have pulled a muscle in my shoulder...so yeah i hope you guys enjoy my dedication...>.< Remember Comments and Sbuscribers are much appriciated

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"I'm sorry but you missed the interview for this job," Misha sighed but looked at the guy in front of her with a small smile, "Oh, thank you anyway," she started to walk away but was stopped when she heard the guy call afetr her, "If another company needs a backstage dancer i'll be sure to recomend you to them, i've seen your dance tape that you sent us and i think you're an amazing dancer, i'm sure someone will hire you," Misha flashed her rare smile towards the guy, "Thank you, i'd really appreciate that," she carried on walking away from the building. It was the middle of Autmn so there was a slight breeze and the air smelt like rain, Misha's favourite time of the year was Autmn, she loved the way the whole world seemed to change colours over night, everything that was once green, was now a bright red or a dull/shiny brown or even a bright yellow, she loved the colours of spring the most, as much as she loved this time of the year, it made her feel lonely, Autmn has the tendancey to make the most happy people feel like the loneliest.

She pulled up the hood to her leather jacket and made her way back to her house, it was around 9pm and quite dark. Although Misha was not afraid of the dark, ever since the first time she was chased by those men she had become more weary of the dark. These men were also the reason why she missed the interview in the first place, if they had not been chasing her two days ago then maybe just maybe she would have landed this job, although she was not despreate for a job, she just wanted to work to keep her mind off things she no longer wanted to think about. She quickly stopped her thoughts in their tracks before memories of her past were brought up again, as she came back from her thoughts she noticed that there were faint footsteps behind her, she was not too sure if they were following her but her natural reaction was to speed up. As her foot steps quickened so did the ones behind her, she took a quick glance behind her through a street mirror that was placed on a lap post, she noticed that the men behind her were the men from two days ago. Without any warning she broke into a sprint, surprising her pursuers, although it would be quicker to use her skateboard, it did not cross her mind that she had it on her at that moment in time. She ran through alleys and small deserted roads in an attempt to shake them off but no matter where she ran they were right behind her. After running for about 20minutes she decided to go to a main road in an attempt to get lost in the crowd, but fate plays some dirty tricks on you during the most horrible times. Just when she actually wanted to be in a crowded place the whole city had seemed to abonden her, I mean Seoul is a city that does not sleep at such an hour, so WHERE THE HELL IS EVERYONE?! just as she thought her luck had run out she saw a group of young guys coming out of a big building about 2 meters away from her, they all seemed to be laughing and chatting about something. She ran towards them, she knew that if there were people around the men would not do anything to her but what if they did...then WHAT? she quickly came up with a plan, she saw the first guy, who was dressed in black jeans, a coat and a cap, walking ahead of all the other guys in an attempt to get away from the guy that was following him saying something that obviously annoyed the other, and decided that inorder to buy herself some time she would have to collide with him and get their attention. So she went ahead with her plan and ran towards the guy, she hadn't intended the impact to be so strong but it knocked her off her feet. OH , the guy obviously felt the impact aswell as he grunted in pain, she quickly stood up and started apologising, "I'm so sorry," she looked up at the guy and felt her heart twist in pain, what the hell? she tried to get rid of the pain in her heart and apologised again, the guy was either too shocked by the impact or he was just a jackass, either way he did not seem to respond to her apologies, she saw that he was about to say somethng but he was cut short by the men  shouting "Yah get back here!" she turned to see how far the men were, they were quite a distance away, but her little stunt had not worked so she quickly took this oppertunity to make a head start, she apologised once more and took off.

She ran for what seemed like eternity but eventually she got rid of the guys six streets away from where she lived. She was glad that ever since the first chase she had decided that no matter what, she would not lead them to her house.  She quickly ran towards her house checking that she was not being followed by the time she got home it was already, 11pm the men had chased her for an hour and a half. She walked through the main gates and was greeted by her butler at the door, "Where have you been, we've been worried sick," she looked at her butler and smiled before answering "I was chased again Charlie, sorry," upon hearing this Charlie decided to change the topic, "Have you had dinner ma'am?" Misha sighed as she entered the living room, "Charlie how many times have i told you not to call me ma'am? just call me Misha please," Charlie frowned but argued no further. "I'm fine I'm not that hungry at the moment but when i do I'll let you know okay," she gave Charlie a faint smile before turing the t.v on and settling down on the couch. Charlie watched her with sad eyes for a few moments and then went about his work...she sat on the couch with the t.v on but not really watching it, she could not get rid of the pain she felt when she looked that guy in the eyes, it felt as if she knew him from somewhere but she was 100% sure that she had never met the guy in her life. Eventhough she had only looked at his eyes for about 20 seconds, she saw the loneliness and sadness that was present, his face had shown no emotion but his eyes were full of so much pain that it caused her heart to ache in a way that she can not describe, it reminded her of her own self. As she realised what track her thoughts had taken she got up and switched the t.v off. She was about to make her way to her room when her phone started to vibrate in her pocket, she looked at the caller ID, it flashed an unknown number, this put her on edge, no one had her number and who would be calling her at this time? She answered it anyway, "Yoboseo?" "Is this Misha-sii?" the voice on the other end was a male, she did not recognise the voice, "Who is this?" she heard the guy clear his throat before continuing, she had moved to the window by now, she moved the blinds ever so slightly to take a look to see if anyone was standing near the main gate, but there was no one there, "Oh sorry, i am calling on behalf of cube ent. to see if Misha is available for an interview tomorrow," she let out a breath that she did not know she was holding, "Yes I am Misha. Cube ent.?" she asked confused, she was sure she had heard that name somewhere before, "Yes the music company Cube ent. we need a back stage dancer for our upcoming concert as our main dancer has injured her leg and can't dance for a month and our concert is three days away, a company you applied for earlier recomended you to us," she smiled at the memory, "Erm yes what time would you like me to be there?" she heard the guy sigh in relief, "would tomorrow at 2pm be okay?" "That will be fine, I'll be there," she asked the guy for the address before hanging up. It was 11.30pm by the time she finished talking to the guy, he had explianed that she would need to have a dance routine prepared to show them, that was the interview process. She decided to research the company before doing anything else. She typed Cube Ent. into the search engine and it returned with so many websites, she clicked on the official Cube Ent. home page and was greeted by smiling korean celebs, she recognised some of them but the one that stuck out the most for her was the guy from earlier. He was smiling in the picture standing next to the rest of his band members, B2st, but his looks were not what struck her, it was the sadness that she had noticed in his eyes from earlier. Although his face showed so much happiness, his eyes were full of sadness, the image made her heart ache like earlier that night, she quickly turned the computer off and decided to work on the dance routine that she was going to show them.

She stayed up all night coming up with a dance routine, when the clock struck 6am she decided to take a shower and catch a couple of hours of sleep. After showering she stood infront of the full length mirror and stared at her relfection. She felt she did not know the person that stared back at her, the green eyes that were once a chocolate brown, the chocolate brown hair that were once so brown, they almost seemed black. Her complexion, it was once matt brown but know it is light caramel colour. Her height was also so different, she once merely stood at 5ft but now was 5ft5"...she couldn't take it anymore, she punched the mirror so hard that it cracked on impact. The blood ran down her knuckles, she did not feel the pain that was going to make its presence known later on in the day. She sighed and walked out the bathroom with wet hair, she bandaged her hand before climbing into bed and falling asleep...