'What's the time?'

"Hm?" I'm woke up.

'You wasn't sleeping so I just ask.'

"Uhm..." I search my phone but the cable is everywhere.

'You ate alot yesterday.' I still search my phone.

"I konw." I don't really listen.

'Left from you. And listen to me!'

"Thanks." I unlocked it and watch the on the display. "3:53 AM" I put one earphone on. Dir en Grey is still running.

'You really love him, don't you?'

"No. I just love his lyrics and voice but I don't know his character. Sure, everyone said things about his character but somedays I don't want to belive. I want to know myself."

'So you would like to meet him?'

"Of course!" I begin to be excited and smile. "I woul-"

'He'll never want to meet you.'

My smile died. "I know..."

'And do you know why?'

"Because I'm ugly and fat?"

'Not only.'

"No? Why even?"

'Of course because you're ugly and fat but you're not tall or even 'normal' you have to style and so on. You aren't a real fan, you know?'

"W-WHAT?!" I stand up and sit down.

'You don't even buy one of the albums or singles.'

"I download them!"

'Illegal.'

"And? Shut up."

'You don't want me to shut up.'

"Please." I lay down. "Let's change the Topic."

'Weight yourself.'

"Why?"

'Because you eat too much and that's the result.'

"I don't want to."

'You want, aren't you interest?'

"... I am."

'See?'

"Okay."

'And don't forget the noticebook!'

"I'll make a new one."

'Then use this just till them, okay?'

"Yeah."

'Let's sleep. Good nightmares~'