I lay in my bed watching an anime that I don't know.

After about 3 Episodes I stopped. I press to the Homebutton & open some Musik; Dir en Grey of course.

Vinushka...

'Great, huh?' I smile. I really really love his voice & lyrics.

I stand up & go to the kitchen, oh springrolls. I like them.

'Are you ing seriuos?!'

I ignore it.

'WHY?!'

I grab me a big one & two small ones.

'W-what!? No, you're kidding me!'

I take a bite of the big one. It's with Chicken. I like Chicken.

'NO! YOU DON'T LIKE ANYTHING!!! IT'S A ING LIE!!!'

I smile. "Yeah?~ Do you think so?"

'I'm your ing thought.'

I ignore it again & continue to eat.

One more. Again one big & three small ones.

'Is this worth it to be fat?'

"I'm not fat."

'YOU SERIUOSLY ARE!'

I'm shocked.

'And now don't play dumb you always knew that you were the fattest one.'

"I..." My voice began to break.

'I'm helping you; you and me, forgot?'

"No... but-"

'Nothing but. Look at the clock. What's the time?'

"It's 3:47 AM."

'And why are you eating in that time?!'

"I don't know."

'You know, stop kidding me!"

"Hmpf!"

I go my bed again & try to sleep while I was crying.

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"HEY! Do you need an extra invitation, girls or don't you want to eat?"

"I don't want to eat." I say & still lying in my bed.

"And you, honey?" My Mother ask my lovely sister.

"Ahh~" I heard her (no wonder we are in the same room)

"I don't know~"

"But child! You're so thin, you have to!"

'What the hell?'

"Okey, for you!~" My sister but an fake smile on, an cute devil one.

They let be lonely.

"She isn't that thin. Or even thin."

'But she's thinner that you.'

"Not hard."

'Yeah~ Try to today nothing.'

"kay."