I have managed to avoid Chanyeol for the next couple of weeks. Whenever I do bump into him, his fake

smiles just breaks my heart. I couldn’t bear to see him. Part of me really wants to believe him. They say the drunk

speaks the sober mind. Part of me just doesn’t want to deal with the pain anymore.

            I was heading out from dance practice and wanted to check up on Junmyeon. He had been coping well with

the break up, but I could tell he had no life left inside of him. He avoided contact with Kyungsoo or Kai, only

speaking to them when needed. I wanted to make sure he wasn’t thinking of doing anything irrational. It was then

when I heard it.

“Chanyeol ah, can’t you just look at me once? I know…that you can’t handle what happened that night, but please,

look at me once. I can’t be Kris, but my feelings for you are just the same, maybe even more.”

“Baekhy-….I can’t okay. I’m already going crazy from the guilt. Please don’t make this any harder for me. I love Kris

okay. He’s everything to me. I can’t just magically wish to forget him altogether. I can’t forget the kisses, the hugs,

or the love. I can’t forget ever, and I can’t look at you that way. I just….it’s impossible. You are a friend, one of my

dearest. I can’t reciprocate your feelings.”

“Didn’t you feel anything that night? When we did it?” Baekhyun’s voice was cracking ever so slightly. I stood still by

the door, listening for more.

“………………………I missed him too much. That night...I thought I saw him, Baekhyun. He had said he missed me too.

He said he would give me anything. I’m not going to deny that that night I saw him. I thought I felt him inside of me.

I…”

“Just leave okay? I don’t want to hear anymore. Just go. Tell everyone we're over. It was a stupid lie anyways.” I

heard noises as Baekhyun began forcefully pushing Chanyeol out of the vocal room. As he was being pushed out, I

caught him by the wrist and dragged him to the practice room.

There, I slammed him up against the mirror and pressed my lips onto his. I began feeling him up everywhere. Oh how

I missed the touch of his skin, his lips against mine, and our hands tangled together. Our lips moved in sync and our

kisses were getting heated. His arms found their way around my neck, and my hands on the small of his back. As we

pulled away slowly, he looked up at me.

“Kris….were you there the whole time?” He whispered so low I barely made out the words.

“Yes, and I want to ask you only one thing. Do you want to stay or go? Do you want me to stay? Or should I go?” His

confused expression had him silent for a while.

I released him out of my hold and turned around to leave the room. I was halfway across the room when I felt a pair

of arms wrapped around my waist, stopping me from moving.

“I want you to stay ……………with me. And never leave again. Do you know how jealous I was when I saw you with

Junmyeon hyung?” With those words that I wanted to hear, I swirled around to embrace him tighter in my arms. A

wet spot had appeared on my shirt and I tilted his head up to wipe away the tears.

“You will never leave ever again. You will stay with me,” I commanded. He nodded vigorously. “Now, let’s go home.

I need to feel you all over again. Do you know how much I missed you? I’m also going to punish you, you bad boy. I’m

going to make you mine. Just wait till I get inside of you, baby.”

“Omo, Kris!” He screamed as I wrapped his legs around my waist and carried him to the doorway. “We can’t go

outside like this. Put me down! Kris!”

Kind of a lame ending. :/ I'm not entirely satisfied with it, but this will do. Thanks for supporting this fiveshot. :)

Oh be sure to check out my newest fic, Secrets of the Royal Harem starring Kris, Chanyeol, Suho, Xiumin, and the rest of EXO.