"he... he... what?!" i said on the phone freaking out

"If you want to see...see... himmm go to... St. Joseph's ho..hospi...pi...tal" Mrs. Jo said sobbing in tears

"ok.. i'll be there in 30 minutes" i decided.

With that, I hung up the phone and grabbed some random clothes from my closet. I put them on and just brushed my hair 3 times and went to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

Thats how i looked like when i saw myself in the mirror. After that i grabbed my bag and went downstairs. I directly went outside the house not even looking if my parents were there or not. I only cared about Kwangmin oppa. Soon enough, I arrived at the hospital. I immediately went to find Kwangmin oppas parents.

I asked the one of the nurse and she directly pointed them out. "Mrs. Jo!!" i said as i spotted her sobbing into Mr. Jo's arms. I rushed to them "oh, Jihye-ah" Mr. Jo greeted me

"where is he?" i asked the both of them. Mr. Jo replied by pointing his index finger to the room in front of him. I looked at it and turned the doorknob then pushed it open. In there, I saw nothing but darkness i searched for the switch and found it. I pressed it and the whole room was now filled with light.

I saw a lying figure on the bed covered in a blanket. I walked towards the bed and uncovered the figure. With that, I saw a very very pale Kwangmin laying on the bed, peacefully. I stared at him not believing what i was seeing. I bent down to get a better view of him, his lips that he used to kiss me very passionatley are now purple as a lavender. His cheeks that used to be rosy are now very pale.

A tear dripped down from my eyes landing on his cheek. I wiped away the tear that was on his face. He was as cold as an ice. The name "Kwangmin-oppa" are the only words that came out from my mouth.

I turned off the switch and the room was filled with darkness again. I went outside the room and saw Mrs. Jo still sobbing. Suddenly, a nurse came up to me and said "are you miss, Yoon Jihye?"

No words came out from my mouth. Instead i just nodded."then.. you must be Kwangmin's girlfriend" she said. Again, no words came out from my mouth. I just nodded again. "you're really beautiful as he explained..."

I was shocked about what she said, finally words came out from me "k-kwa-kwangmin.. t-talks about m-m-me?"

"yes, he does a lot and i'm very sorry for your loss... He was great young man"

After what she said, I couldnt control myself anymore and just started sobbing. The nurse hugged me "it's ok, just let it all out honey" she said. I hugged her back and continued sobbing."

"it's all going to be okay Jihye..." she said "Do you know what his last words were?"

"Y-you w-w-we-were th-there wh-when he d-d-died?" i asked in between sobs

"of course, i was his personal nurse. He said 'Yoon Jihye I will always be watching you from above, I love you' then he closed his eyes"

With that, I started sobbing heavily like there's no tommorow "Kwangmin-oppa!!" i said

5 days later...

It was Kwangmin-oppa's internment day. Meaning it's the day he's going to be burried 'til now i still can't stop crying. I put on my black dress which looked like this:

i fixed my hair and curled it and added a little bit of make up on my face. With that, I went to Kwangmin oppa's wake with my parents. A lot of people were there. Even Mrs. Kwang his personal nurse. While the priest was saying his blessings i wasnt listening. Instead i was just staring at Kwangmin oppa's coffin. Kwangmin-oppa, I'm going to miss you... A lot

A/N:

YAAAY!! i finally updated!!

I'm very sorry to keep you waiting my subbies

Even though i only have 6 so far....

I'm very sorry for my crappy writing >...<

I'm not used to writing sad and tragedy stories

and THANK YOU!! for my new subbies!!

i'll update again!

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