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30^th November

Let me be alive for one more month, just one more month, am I asking for too much? =(

Sincerely,
Dongwoon who want to spend his third anniversary with his angel

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3^rd December

I finally get to see the man that the Doctor’s been telling me about, I’m glad I’m able to save a life =D Nicole will be so proud of me!

28 more days!!

Sincerely,
Dongwoon counting down

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5^th December

The operation date is on the 30^th, the date of our third anniversary. The Doctor said it’s the latest date he could give and we can’t drag it any longer. At least I manage to persuade him to put it in the noon, so I’m still able to spend it with the angel.

What should I buy for her, hmm…

Sincerely,
Dongwoon

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12^th December

Cole lost weight again, I thought I’m only the one who’s supposed to get skinnier but she’s like trying to compete with me!

She still come every day and I’m no longer stopping her like I used to in the past few weeks, because I’m now very frighten to lose the sight of her too. I even nodded my head firmly when she want to stay over and accompany me, I know there’s not much chances to anymore…

Sincerely,
Dongwoon

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15^th December

I asked her what present she’s going to get for me on our anniversary; she said she’s going to wait till I go home before she reveals it! I know there’s no chance of it but I couldn’t let her know, I just told her I’m looking forward to it and she better keep the house clean so I feel comfortable when I get home.

I nearly choke because I’m this close to crying in front of her, Dongwoon please don’t do that again. You ought to be stronger one.

Sincerely,
Dongwoon

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18^th December

The Doctor advises me to let Nicole know about my decision; he said it’s only fair to her. But no, love is not about being fair, or maybe I’m just too selfish but I need to do this, without her knowing.

Nicole is currently in the washroom, I heard her cry again yesterday night.

Sincerely,
Dongwoon