Sunlight filled my room, making me blink a couple times because of my sensitivity to bright light

An arm was wrapped around me and i immediately thought of Donghae

I wonder how he took it...is he doing well?

Myungsoo sat up and rubbed his eyes gently "You're up?"

"Mhm i'm up. You hungry? I'm going to make some breakfast"

"you want breakfast. You used to not eat breakfast"

"Oh uh...guess i changed a bit" I bit my lip

The atmosphere grew awkward "I'll go wash up first and wait for you lovely food!"

I forced the corners of my mouth to lift themselves "mm hurry up"

Myungsoo exited my room and i immediately aimed for my phone

20 missed calls and 2 text messages

"Donghae oppa..."

 

Hara yahh
I know there must be something you were upset about...tell me
Let's fix it together
why did you suddenly leave?! 

 

 

I know you're not answering your phone on purpose
but talk to me
please dont avoid me
There must be someway for me to fix this right?

 

Inhaling deeply, I can do this

"Hello?"

"Hara? where are you?"

"Oppa I'm sorry. I wasnt avoiding your calls i jus-"

"Why did you leave?"

"It's better for us if we did"

"Stop it, thats not the real reason. When you lie your voice goes a bit higher than usual"

"Donghae sshi!"

"THen tell me! WHy?!"

"We've been through so much together and i thought i found it"

"found what?"

"Love..i thought you were the one. But as time went by i lost that feeling. I know i'm a horrible person just think of me like that, hate me, then forget me alright?"

"I can't hate you because I- I lov-"

"I cant! I'm not that type of person...You deserve someone better. SOmeone who loves you much more than i did. Sorry"

"Har-"

I pressed down on the red button hard

 

"What happened? Still not making breakfast?"

"huh oh I'm going"

"wait! Hara!"

"what is it oppa?"

"I know you just moved back in...but uhm could you eat dinner with me tonight?"

"sure silly what do you want for dinner?"

"Not here. Just me and you at a resturaunt. Tonight"

"oh okay..sure"

Myungsoo exited the room and i let out a sigh of relief

I held the phone closer to my chest and watched until it stopped vibrating

I'm sorry Donghae...I dont want to hurt you even more

~

A/n: aghhhhh horrible chapter
but i hope that i still have readers 
the next chappie (dont want to ruin it but) It will be something cute...about Myungsoo and Hara
XDD

Okayy! Comments please <3