I frowned once more at the thought of Myungsoo's longing expression

"yo! Donghae! Whats up man!"

I smiled awkwardly and bowed slightly at the man who fist pounded Donghae

"Mann! It's been so long buddy!" Donghae grinned "ey! This is my girlfriend. Hara"

"Nice to meet you" I told him

The man held out his hand and we shook on it

 

"umm..Oppa I'm not feeling well I'm going home first. Go ahead and stay with your friend" I whispered to Donghae

"Are you sure?" Donghae hesitated

"Mhmm I'll be fine" I grabbed my bag and stood up

"You're leaving?!" The man asked me

I bowed "yes goodbye"

 

Once I stepped out of that cafe I let out a sigh

Why does the feeling from when i first met Donghae feel so different? Those...sparks arent even there anymore

I only giggled at his cuteness, its the only thing that keeps my mind off something or that someone

I dont yearn for his kisses anymore

Though i dont find cheesy romantic scences revolting anymore...they still bother me

I guess somethings will never change

 

I wasn't used to this silence in the elevator either

There are many things I cant get used to

Even though I'm with Donghae now...at times I miss him

Myungsoo that is

I thought i choose love over money...but what if I'm starting to love someone else?

For real this time, what if i fall for him?

 

"Hara?"

I broke away from my thoughts then froze

"ohh...Junhyung oppa. Its been a while"

"Yeah" He stepped into the elevator "how have you been?"

"I've been okay lately.." I mumbled

"Not great? Someone else that i know isnt doing so well either"

"Why?! Something happen to Myungsoo?!" 

"He mopes around the house everyday. I tell him to get over you and go on a blind date with another girl. So many girls are dieing to date him anyway"

"Oh...i see. So is he dating someone now then?"

Junhyung let out a scoff

"Myungsoo that stupid boy said that you're irreplaceable. He didnt want to see anyone else because you were different"

I faked a smile then looked away

 

I reminisced the memories that Myungsoo and I shared

The greasy lame pick up lines he would occasionally throw at me

I missed them...

I missed the way he hugged me around the waist from the back

I missed the way he placed his hat on my head

I missed...Him

 

I'm just a stupid jerk that will end up getting hated by these two guys

Way to go Hara...

 

"Hara?" Junhyung repeated

"huh? Hmm?" 

"Want to come in since you're just standing there?"

"uhmm sure i guess"

 

I entered the apartment in where many memories still remain

"Myungsoo!" Junhyung called out

"just make yourself at home. Like the old times" Junhyung winked at me

I nodded then faked another smile as Junhyung dissapeared into a room

"Myungsoo's probably out or something. If you want to talk to him later you should stay for dinner"

"I'll stay just another five minutes. Just to look around uhmm you can go do whatever you need to"

Junhyung smiled at me then ran into his room to do whatever he had needed to do

I looked around and couldnt rid myself of the curiosity of Myungsoo's room and how much it had changed

 

I smiled as i gently ran my fingers against the edge of his desk

Thats when a little white box caught my attention

It couldnt be...

I flipped the top open then gasped at my discovery

He had the rings all along...did he ever through them out the window? how did he have it?

"W-what are you doing here?"

I panicked and turned around

the white box fell to the floor and a ring rolled out

I watched as the ring circled on the floor a couple more times before being stopped by a foot

"Myungsoo..I.."

"What are you doing here?" Myungsoo asked hostily

"I- I was just looking around"

Myungsoo still had a towel around his waist and was shirtless

I tried to run past him, instead he pulled me back and caressed me gently

"what are you doing here?" he asked in a gentler tone

A voice interrupted me before i had a chance to speak "Dummie she misses you or else she wouldnt be in your room"

"Junhyung oppa!" 

Myungsoo said nothing but looked at me, his eyes did all the talking for him

and perhaps my eyes responded unconciously

because the next thing that happened made Junghyung hoot excitedly

 

I felt his warm lips smash onto mine

His hand gently holding my chin up

These feelings cant be described but i felt it...that spark

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A/N: whooott mannn dramaaa

that girls gotta make up her mind hahha

comments please!! ><