I sighed as i jumped onto my bed

This is hopeless

where is that ring?!

I looked at all the places i went to

maybe i should tell him...

 

I lightly knocked on myungsoo's door

maybe he didnt hear it and i can walk away

or not...

the door swung open 

"hey hara something bothering you lately?"

"umm there is..honestly..uhmm"

He nodded and shot me a curious glance 

"I lost our engagement ring. Im so sorry!"

He suddenly flared up

"HOW DID YOU LOSE IT?! IT WAS OUR ENGAGEMENT RING!"

I backed into the hall way and hit the wall behind me

"DID IT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?"

"Myungsoo! Thats not it! I didnt want to lose it!" i threw my arms around him and didnt dare to look him in the eyes

I knew it was my fault and i was wrong...

he gave it to me and i lost it

 

Myungsoo pushed me away and slammed the door

I understand why he's angry but i cant help but feel upset

Dont cry! Dont cry...

I tugged on the door with all my might as i tried to run out at the same time

causing a loud slam behind me

I sighed a took a deep breath when i reached the elevator

I heard the 'ding' as we reached another floor

i quickly scrambled to wipe my tears away as the door opened revealing Donghae 

 

"whats wrong?"

"nothing just a little upset at myself for losing something important"

He glared at me then grabbed my hand

"did you lose your ring?"

I nodded 

"come on i'll help you find it. Lets go" 

Donghae tightened his grip on my hand and pulled me away

 

 

Myungsoo sat on his bed 

He sat hunched over with his elbows touching his knees

his two hands in a fist like form held his head up by the chin

He looked up once more and glared at the mirror then at the box sitting on the desk before him

A shining silver ring sat in the center of the box

He looked down and removed the ring from his finger and placed it beside the one in the box

 

My heart was racing almost to the point where it slightly hurt

I looked up at Donghae who was still concentrated, looking for the ring

"Stop. You wont find it. I looked everywhere!"

"I said i'll help you find it. you should go back and rest" Donghae told me

I sat down on the bench and found myself atrracted to him

 

 

I never wanted to fall in love

I never asked to be loved either