"I can ask some of our friends if you want to." Kyuhyun said. Sungmin smiled widely and hold his hand.

"Please do that. This fish is dying to know where he is."

Kyuhyun looked at Sungmin gently and nodded. Donghae sighed with relief. He's quite glad he has Sungmin and that Sungmin has
Kyuhyun, he felt really relief. Now all he needs to do is to wait for the good news.

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Hyukjae is wondering why he hasn't received any letter from Donghae, what could have happen? He hopes Donghae is fine. What
else can he do aside from writing to Donghae? He knows its impossible to approach him now because Donghae doesn't really know
what their relationship is. Besides, Siwon is still in the picture. Damn!

3 January 2009

Donghae

I keep on wondering why you didn't write back.
I'm quite anxious. Are you ok? Please don't ignore me.
I really don't know what I can to do be with you now.
I'm trying my best to find a way to be with you.

Hyukjae

A week after Hyukjae send his last letter, he smiled as he heard the light dropping sound of a letter on the floor. He almost
slipped down for running too fast and excitedly. He took the letter and crossed his eyebrows.

"Return mail?" Hyukjae wondered. Why did his letter to Donghae came back to him? Was there something wrong with the address?
He checked and was sure he wrote the correct one.

He sighed. What has been happening? Someone seemed to be ting with him since Christmas Eve. Why didn't he show up at 2010?
Now, why can't he send his letter at year 2010? He crossed his eyebrows. This is a very bad day and a not so very good way to
start the year.

He was standing right in front of the door when Shindong and Jungsoo went in, busy chatting and compeletely ignoring him.

"Yah, did you experience the electric interruption in your school recently?" Jungsoo asked. "That was hell, I thought I'm
going to die of hypothermia."

"Yeah, the heater has been off. Damn. I wonder what happened." Shindong replied.

Electric interruption? Did his letter experienced electric interruption? Is that the reason why this letter has been returned?
He needs to know.

He tried writing another letter to Donghae.

10 January 2009

Donghae ah

There was an electric interruption recently
and my mail seemed to can't get through to your time.
I wonder what happen.
If you receive this letter please know that I miss you so much.
I hope to hear from you soon.

Hyukjae

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Same thing happened to all of Hyukjae's letter. He doesn't know what has happened. The last letter that he received from
Donghae was that when he was slightly doubting whether they are meant to be together. Still, he never doubted himself about
how he feels for the latter. He knows he is sincere, he is real and his feelings for Donghae is beyond fondness. He likes
Donghae more than anyone else. He actually thinks it is love right now, because he cannot stop anticipating for him, longing
for him.

He has counted months and now it has been 2 years since and so he has decided to look for Donghae, the Donghae of 2010. He
doesn't know how he'll explain everything but he has to tell this Donghae whatever it is that he is feeling.

"I don't know Hee..." Siwon said to a tall beautiful guy. "I really cannot make it."

"What is so hard about it? Siwon ah... just say yes to me." Heechul, the red-haired guy, said as he let his fingers run down
Siwon's chest. He has been very open to his admiration for Siwon and yet he has been rejected for quite a good number of times.

Siwon stopped his hand from going elsewhere. "Do you know what Donghae did for me? He left his family and even leave
university to be here in Poly, and you actually want me to break up with him to be with you?"

"Don't you like me?"

"I like you so much, as friend. I- I can't do it, Hee. I love Donghae and he loves me back."

"Just because he looks innocent doesn't mean he won't do something behind your back." Heechul said not trying to make any commotions
about it but Siwon got offended.

He raised one of his eyebrows while Heechul is looking down waiting for him to speak.

"What do you mean?" Siwon said.

"Well, nothing really."

Siwon sighed and shook his head. "Heechul shii, thank you for liking me. But I really can't leave Donghae. I love him."

Heechul shrugged his shoulder cooly. "Well, he's one lucky bastard."

Hyukjae saw Siwon and Heechul from a far and though he cannot hear what they are talking about, they seemed too close for
anyone to get confused about their relationship.

"Well, at least let me kiss you before I leave you for good." Siwon smiled widely and let Heechul kiss him. Afterall, its the
least he can do to lessen the other guy's heartache. Heechul held his cheek and kissed his other cheek gently.

"Rotten bastards." Hyukjae whispered. How dare this ing guy accuse Donghae of cheating when it is clearly him who is
cheating.

Heechul started walking away while Siwon walked to the opposite direction. Hyukjae followed him discreetly and saw him
meeting Donghae, hugging him as if there was no other person who kissed his cheek just now. What the ?!

He saw Donghae overly happy, those twinkling eyes. They don't deserve to twinkle for Siwon. They shouldn't sparkle like that
because this person in front of him is a ing liar.

For the next days, Hyukjae saw Donghae happily coming in and out of school. He's too much in love with Siwon. Why is he too
in love with that bastard? He's lying! Siwonn is cheating on you! Hyukjae shook his head. He needs to stop this.

He started walking and is ready to confront Donghae when he suddenly stopped himself. Siwon broke up with Donghae because he
said he is cheating. Is it possible that Siwon will see them talking and will think Donghae is cheating on him? He shook his
head. He won't do that. He can just see how painful it will be for Donghae to break up with Siwon. To the point that he would
want himself dead without him.

He sighed. He took a pen and paper and started writing.

14 January 2010

Donghae ah

I cannot explain properly right now
but please I need to meet you.
I keep on wondering why you haven't answer any of my
letters and they just cant get through to you.
Please. I need to explain to you everything.
Let's meet in the afternoon at the broken rubber tree.
I'm going crazy right now. I want to be with you.

Hyukjae

Hyukjae made sure he got the right locker number and slot his letter in Donghae's locker, making sure his letter is just in front
of his locker for the latter to find it easily. He went back to his department hoping Donghae would see it.

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"Oh." Siwon said as he hung his phone. "I'll just get it for you. Take a rest ok?" he looked down with his hand in his pocket.
"I'll bring it to you later. Oh. Rest now and stop worrying about your homework. I'll see you later."
Donghae called asking him to take his book from his locker as he is terribly sick that day.

Siwon saw a paper from Donghae's locker so he just took it, thinking it is just a simple note. However, temptation made him
open the note and read the message inside. Slowly he crumpled the paper and his eyes burned with fury. What the hell is this
letter about? He thought.

'Not because he looks innocent doesn't mean he wont do something behind your back.' he remembered Heechul telling those words to
him. His eyes darkened as he started walking towards the broken rubber tree. The paper is completely ruined because Siwon has
crumpled it hardly, it could have crushed if it is a fragile thing.

"Yah..." he called to a short slightly thin guy wearing Science Department Uniform.

Hyukjae turned and saw Siwon. Shocked by the height in front of him, he looked at the latter with his eyes widened.

"What are you doing here?" Hyukjae asked. Stupidly pretending he doesn't know who Siwon is.

"Are you Hyukjae?" Siwon asked, not blinking at all. "Does this belongs to you?"

Hyukjae looked at the crumpled paper and saw his own handwriting. "Oh! Why is it with you?"

Siwon's eyes became more fierce as he cannot believe what he just heard. "How long have you been doing this to me?"

"What?!"

"How long have you and Donghae been cheating on me?"

What the-!?

*Author's note: bipolar author mode:ON
Making up to the time i was so upset and refuse to update.^^

Offtopic: I'm having some sleeping issues, I want to stay late
in my bed as in I want to sleep in big time but I always end up waking 2 hours before
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