*No Mi's pov

I woke up and stared at the ceiling I look at my phone and it says 100 missed calls I pressed it and it was JaeJoong. I feel guilty I was there last night but he doesn't know that I'm there co'z I wore things that Jang No Mi doesn't casually wear. Then suddenly the flashback of Yoochun struck into my head *Let me just have you. . . just you. . . .* I touched my cheeks and grab my phone. 

To : Yoochun

This is over okay? Don't use my other identity to blackmail me I'm not afraid I'm gonna tell JaeJoong. This is the last text you'll ever receive from me.

I couldn't believe that Yoochun has feelings for me? Is that why he grab the opportunity of me being a Sasaeng? He could've tell JaeJoong straight without making a deal with me. Now that I think of it ASSSSSHHHH I was too tired to think of that before. However this time I finally decided I'm gonna tell him no matter what happens I know deep down that I'm just being honest. To be rejected or accepted that where I am now. *Ding Dong Ding Dong* I heard the doorbell rang Mom grab it and so I nfix myself and tidy my bed. I went downstairs to eat breakfast 

No Mi: Mom since when did you . . . .(learn to cook steak?) Jjj. .Jae Joong?

Jae Joong: Morning I ask (FNH) where you lived so I decided to pay a visit.

Omo I was just thinking about him earlier and now here he is. I'm not yet ready to tell him WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

Jae Joong: Sit Ms. Jang.

No Mi: Oh thank you.

JaeJoong: I was calling you all night you didn't answer me.

No Mi: Uh. . . I left my phone here. (at home)

JaeJoong: Oh where were you? I was really crazy last night knowing that I couldn't contact you.

No Mi : I'm really sorry. 

JaeJoong: *pinch cheeks* eat now I'm not mad : )

Him smiling like that at me I feel like already dying I could imagine that smile turning into a straight face when I tell him about me and my secret.

No Mi: Jae Joong I wanna tell you something.

JaeJoong: I'm listening.

No Mi: I. .I'm. . . . 

Jae Joong:  Sasaeng

No Mi: Huh?!

Jae Joong: Oh sorry I was reading a message.

My heart stop and my mouth feels like they're taped. 

Jae Joong: What was it again?

No Mi: I'm a . . . S ....a.....ssssssss

Jae Joong: Sassy girl? I know. :D 

No Mi: I'm a Sasaeng. . .  *I close my eyes as hard as I could*

Jae Joong: I know : P 

No Mi : HUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH??!!!!!! *blown away expression here*

Jae Joong: Well I've already noticed it every morning I smell your scent infront of the apartments door. I know you're not that type of Sasaeng that's really annoying.

No Mi: What you're not mad?!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jae Joong: I'm happy you're totally obssessed with me.

No Mi: No think again Mr. Kim JaeJoong I cook foods for every DBSK members.

JaeJoong: *pokes my nose bridge* No Minniiiee

No Mi: Stop that.

Jae Joong: You're shy AHAHAHAHA listen I love you okay and it's not a bad thing being so addicted to your future husband. 

No Mi: FUTURE HUSBANDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not so fast

Jae Joong: Then whose gonna stop me from being your husband?

No Mi : Park Yoochun...

Oh my what did I just said?!!!!!!! Jae Joong fake a smile and continued poking my nose bridge. To think of it maybe Yoochun was right Jae Joong has everything a nice face a good career a nice income and a nice work plus his famous. I've been acting weird lately I'm not like the girl who screams whenever I reach my room full of DBSK stuffs but of course there are many JaeJoong stuffs though. I never hug the pillow with his picture in there am I changing my feelings for JaeJoong? Hey No Mi you're the luckiest girl on earth why are you even doubting this opportunity? I'm spending my time with JaeJoong the more I laugh with him the more that it backfires my guilt about Yoochun. I'll be honest Yoochun was the first I have my eye on when he was still studying at my school but when he graduated I never knew where to find him. Then few years later he became a member of a boygroup.