*Jang No Mi's pov

JaeJoong . . .Jaejoong I grab my jacket and sneak into my room and went walking on the streets heading to JaeJoong's apartment. I arrived there and saw some securities around uh? so you have them around now huh?! this won't stop me JaeJoong you're all mine I ran as fast as I could so I can reach the door but I got caught by one of them "Alert! Alert! I caught one Sasaeng here." the body guard grab me and didn't let me go. I saw JaeJoong from a far he was kissing a girl that I couldn't recognize No no this can't be happening this is true I suddenly calm down and fall on my knees crying once again. Every single memory I have with JaeJoong suddenly flash back on my head 

"Would you be my girlfriend *echo echo*"

You said you wanted me to be your girl? Liar I spent all my life loving you I should've said yes. I SHOULD'VE SAID YESSSSSSS!!!! *sobs* Jae. . .Je. .JAEJOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I walk home again and as I was walking I decided to visit a bridge nearby as I was walking I realized the girl next to me wears the same clothes as the girl from JaeJoong's apartment. I pushed her and pushed her until she was nearly falling." Ms. Who are you? What do you want?" "I want you to die." I said suddenly a guy hug and lifted me away from the scene. "Mianhe she must've mistaken you." "PUT ME DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " the guy put me down and put a handcuff on me and place the other handcuff on his hand." YOU STOP THISS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he yelled at me and I realized that it was Yoochun "I know you're hurt but don't be a murderer No Mi don't ruin your life." "Let go of me LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" I'm screaming my lungs out. "I'm taking you home." he lifted me once again and he began to walk. We arrived at my house and he rand the doorbell he put me down and my mom opened the door. Yoochun immediately bowed and said "I'm sorry to take her home so late." I look at him and said "What are you talking about?!" "Oh my aren't you Park Yoochun of DBSK you use to be No Mi's crush back in high school right? Thank You for taking her back." Yoochun bowed again and left. 

Author's pov

Weeks passed and No Mi wouldn't eat or go to school she locked herself in her room and during the midnight she would sneak out and go to JaeJoong's place she cut herself and place the blood on her letters. She would also sneak in JaeJoong's apartment and smell his clothes. Whenever she sees a girls' message she would rip it off she actually attempt to set JaeJoong's apartment on fire and whenever a girl comes close to JaeJoong she would threat her life. She's already having her breakdown and no one can help her or stop her wherever he is she's there. Everyday she would vomit infront of JaeJoong's front door and leave a note saying "Still know me? Love you"