I’m sitting on the sofa reading a magazine and yeeun is next to me watching TV "wow first the concert now this but you know what?" yeeun did even respond "I’m just going to wait patiently till he explains everything to me so we both don’t get mad and freak out"

"Yeah if he doesn’t kill you first"

"What are you talking about?"

"Look at what on the news"

"This just in Wonder Girls Sohee and 2AM Seulong are dating fans have caught then numerous times going out" right then three loud bangs came from the door "Sohee it’s me"

Yeeun shot up "I’m going to me room good luck"

I drag me feet to the door "did you lose your keys"

"Nope I had to leave in a hurry so I forgot them in my dorm" he walked in and grabbed a water bottle from the fridge

"I know why your here and why are you so angry I swear me and seulong are nothing"

"I actually wasn’t but wait 2AM seulong hmmm your name has been all over hasten it ahn Sohee or should I say miss S" he slammed the refrigerator door and throws the magazine on the table

"Miss S?" I pick the magazine up “Andy reveals TEEN TOP's Neil was asked out by JYP girl group member 'S' oppa this isn’t me"

"I know you don’t have the guts but now what this about seulong" the world must hate me because right on cue the news about me came back on" ji walked to the living room and just sat there staring at the TV "you two look cute together how long have you been lying to me"

"Ji I’m not I swear were just friends that have dinner and hang out just like how you and CL hang out it really means nothing"

"No it not the same when I hang out with CL I make it clear were hanging out but you. You’re sneaking around after dark going to nice romantic places" he shoots up and starts yelling

"Oh really so that's how your taking this you GD why are you allowed to do whatever you want but I can't go have dinner with my friend and label mate"

"What the are you talking about you know who I hang out with and when" I laugh

"Are you serious" I grab the magazine and throw it on the coffee table "kiko mizuhara??”

"She is nothing to me we were just hanging out"

"Really then explain these pictures" I grab a brown folder at the bottom of the magazines and throw it at him "your basically ing her! Yeah for hanging out you got really close and personal"

"You’re ing following me"

"NO I respect your privacy I got these in the mail this morning with that magazine but you still probably don't believe me"

"Sohee I swear we're nothing...now"

"NOW?! I'm just a joke to you right. like your toy...your just like heechul you don't care you just want the poor innocent little Sohee...I really I'm ing stupid" I fighting back tears Ji gets up and comes up to me and wipes my tears with his thumbs

"Sohee I love you that's why I didn't tell you about this...it happened during our first break up I was mad no furious I went to kiko place we had a few drinks and things got heated up but I don't understand how you even got those pictures. Sohee it means nothing now"

"Now?" I push him away and look him dead in the eyes "you didn't just mess around with her you ed her didn't you Ji." He put his head down "I didn't even talk to my members during those two weeks and you went and ed this chick...why would you do this to me? I really am a joke to you" I walked back to the kitchen I turn on the water and just let it run on my hands for some reason it calms me down "I don't want you in this house please leave" I felt his arms snake around my waist I turned the water off "leave"

"Sohee I never meant to hurt you I love you and don't want anyone but you...you’re the only one that has put up with my and supported me through it...I need you"

He pulled me towards the sofa and sat me down on his lap I rested my head on his shoulder

"Oppa I love you and you know that but I hate fighting...and right now we’re both clearly not thinking so this time we really need a break try to date someone else, I really can't imagine being with anyone else but you but I'm not sure if you feel the same anymore" I felt his grip get tighter around me I kiss him " go home...enjoy yourself for a while and if you think we can be together again you know where to find me. Don’t forget I love you" I was getting off his lap when

"Just on last time....just one last time let me stay over tonight...please"

*GD POV*

She gets off me and walks to her room I guess that means no I get off the sofa and start opening the door

"I asked yubin if she could sleep with someone else tonight and she told me it was fine"

I laugh at my stupidnes I closed the door and I hug her and I feel her wrap her arms around my waist I kiss the top of her head and then we walk over to her room. "Did you move my cloths?"

"I washed them so they should be where they always are"

I open her cabinet and my favorite pajamas pants are there next to hers they smell just like her I grab my pjs take my shirt off toss it over my shoulders and walk to the bathroom Sohee is in there brushing her teeth I do the same. She takes off her shirt and takes my shirt and puts it on. I stand in front of her and pick her up on the sink she raps her arms around my neck

"Why is it that this break thing is my whole idea but I already miss you" Sohee

 I burry my face to the crock of her neck and take in her sent "let's go to bed"

"Ji it only 8:30"

"I know but I want to cuddle with you Nabi let's go"

She gives me a look so I pick her up and take her to the bed I put her down she pats the spot next to her I lay down and she lies down on top of me

"Oppa your heart is beating really fast"

"Pabo" I laugh at her and I earn another glare from her "Sohee I'm a man I can help it when a beautiful woman is this close to me" she sits up and straddles me

"so it not just me who can cause you heart to race like that" she look heartbroken I sit up and pull he closer so that there no space between us "you know that after tonight we won't be able to be like this" Sohee

"I know that's why tonight become mine body and soul" Jiyong

I kiss her once on her chest and flip her so that I hover her "Ji I'm a " just those simple words sent me into pure bliss that night we made love the next morning I woke up early and made sure I wouldn't wake Sohee up. I packed my stuff I will take everything with me but I will keep all her stuff even if she asks for it because I am selfish but I  will give her back the handkerchief she let me borrow for that recording of a verity show I spray my colon on it and leave her a note 'I do love you but you have made your decision so I will respect it one day I will have you back till then don't leave me' I look at her a final time plant a kiss on her forehead and leave.

Sohee POV

 I wait till he leaves to get up I put my undergarments and my shirt on I won't even bother with my shorts right now I have no clue where Ji tossed them last night. He took everything from his clothes to our pictures "YOU PABO. I ING HATE YOU. DONT LEAVE ME JUST SAY YOU LOVE ME AND IT WILL BE LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN. PABO KWON JIYOUNG" I let my body fall to the ground I start crying hysterically yeeun is the first one to come to my room

"Our princess please don't cry"

"Unnie I gave him everything why did our fight go that far why can't we just kiss and make up like we did before what was different this time?" I can't control my tears I'm a mess yeeun is sitting with me just rubbing my back and waiting for me to stop crying

"You knew this was going to happen there was no way of stopping him"

I know she's right I just don't what to believe it

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3 months later

"Sohee come here NOW!" sunye starts yelling

I run to the living room everyone is looking at me weirdly "you have to see this" lim grabs the remote and turns up the volume

"Following up. After a long period of silence, Big Bang's leader G-Dragon opened up about his scandal"

I drop to the grown and my tears just fall "yubin?"

"I'm calling Ji right now" we wait but he doesn't answer she call Seunghyun he answers immediately and puts him on speaker phone

"Hey love you just saw the news didn't you" yubin nods Seunghyun can't see her but he know her all too well

"It been two week since Ji has been in him room he doesn't eat properly, he locks himself in our dorm room, and he won't talk to anyone"

"Why didn't anyone tell me? Why did you keep this from me?" I'm yelling at him

"Sohee that was the first thing he said when he got the results. Not to tell you he said that you looked happy and that you wouldn't care I'm sorry princess"

"Is anyone at the dorm?" I ask calmly

"I just left I tried to talk to him but he didn't answer why am you coming? Do you need keys I'll meet you up"

"Don't worry I still have my pair"

"Sohee do you need me to pick you up" yubin doesn't let me answer

"Oppa come pick her up I don't trust her driving or on public transportation right now"

"Okay I'm on the highway but there's traffic so Give me half an hour" yubin nods again "oh yubin stop nodding you know I can't see you"

"Aish pabo" with that she hangs up

"Sohee go get changed" I start getting up but yubin grabs my wrist "how do you still have keys I thought jiyong took everything?"

I take a deep breath and explain everything "that morning I saw he was taking everything so when he went into the bathroom I went to my draw and took my key before he could so I don't think he knows I have them" I get up and go change

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The door bell right yubin runs to answer the door "Hey babe" Seunghyun deep voice is all I heard and I got up and walked to the door he gives me a quick hug "girls I'm leaving. Bye!"

Outside the dorm

Seunghyun "you have your keys right"

"Yup by the way thank you guys"

Seunghyun laughs "don’t worries about it just go make up and get my old friend back"

I nod and run up stairs when I'm in front of the door I take my keys out the dragon keychain Ji gave me sparkles from the light coming from the windows. I walk to his room I try to open it but it's locked to I knock there's no answer but I can hear noises coming from the room I sigh and open the door he was sitting on the floor he didn't even look at me or moved his room is a mess music sheets all over the place but worst of all he looked unhealthy he was pale and really thin "Ji I know I don't have the right to be here but I'm worried about you. Seunghyun told me." He starts walking towards me and punches the door now I'm right in between him "jiyong? What happened everyone is worried your mom called me a few minutes ago she's worried but she loves you no matter what...Ji I'm not mad at you I have no reason but please talk to me"

"Why did you come you have to reason to be here or what you want to see me suffer for what I did to you in the past what you like seeing me like this...does this make you ing happy" he grabs everything on his desk and throws it on the floor "your going to be just like every other person you're going to watch me do something ing stupid and then go running to the damn reporters right, when I didn't do !" He snapped and punched his mirror and fell to the floor he starts sobbing like crazy and his blood is running down his hands

"Your being a ing child. You really think hurting your self will make anything better every one want to help but your here locked up ignoring your fans, friends, family...me" I clean up and bandage up his hand

"im sorry...come here" he pats the floor between his legs I sit down I was about to say something but he beats me to it "shhh please don't say anything" he wraps his arms around my waist "please just stay here with me" he rest his head on my shoulders "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do this to you or anyone I never wanted to worry anyone but No one believes me anymore everyone left but I didn't mean to I know it was stupid to take a cigarette from a stranger but I was stressed and wasn't thinking. I even made you cry again Sohee I need you now more than ever please stay here tonight"

"It's not the same as before Ji"

"Sohee please don't refuse please you the only one that has taken my bull for years, and I want to make things right again"

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so truth be told i was actualy souposed to post this a while ago but i kept changing it and insted of makeing it 3 chapets i made it into a long one so theres going to be another part......idk when

guys please comment i really would love to hear feed back on how im doing

until then 

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bye penguinets x3