It's the day of her wedding.
Right about now, I should have the courage to actually confess to her.
This may be late but at least she hasn't said her vows.
Maybe this would be a good time.
Who knows she loves me as well?

 

" Who's that? "

" Zico. "

" JIHO! COME IN! "

I heard her yell and pulled me in her room. 
She looks gorgeous.
She looks stunning to say the least.
She was beautiful, just perfect.
No other words for that.

 

She puts the dress to shame.
She was a hundred times prettier than the dress or anyone I've ever seen in my whole life.

 

At this precise moment, I suddenly feel so proud to be loving her. 

 

" You're not the one marrying her. "

A voice inside my head teased.  I ain't.
That's true.
No matter how beautiful and gorgeous she is right now, she's not mine.
She'll never be mine.
That bright smile on her face just shows how happy she is.
Am I really that selfish to tell her that I love her and ruin it all for her? 

 

Or maybe it's just because I'm afraid to tell her my true feelings. 

 

" How do I look? "

She asked twirling herself around.

 

" Fat. "

I joked and she jokingly hit me on the arms and we both chuckled.
I didn't want to laugh actually but I didn't have a choice.
I couldn't just be acting like a such a douche because she's getting married to someone who's not me. 

 

She pulled me to sit on the couch in the room and she cuddled herself next to me.
Her parents had passed away few years back and we had been much more inseparable ever since then.
She snuggled into my chest as her hug became tighter around me.
I loved how she fit into my arms perfectly.
Should I imagine this as a moment where she is mine?

I bitterly laughed to myself on the inside.

 

" Jiho-ah, you don't know how much I'm thankful for you. You're the best thing that happened to me. "

She sniffles a cry and I pulled her to look at me. 

 

" Don't cry. Your make-up's gonna get ruined. "

I scolded and she just nods.

 

"Jiho-ah, I need to tell you this before I get married or it'll kill me. I liked you before. I used to love you. You didn't know, did you? "

She giggled. 
She... loved me? How. Why didnt I know?
What kind of man does that make me that she confessed to me first?
I screwed up. 

 

" Jinae-sshi, you need to come out. "

One of of the bridesmaid called out to her and she pulled me up along with her.
She fixed my tie and kissed my cheek. 

 

And all these time, I couldn't even speak a word.
The coward I am, I didn't even tell her I love her too.

 

" That's the last kiss for you before I'm married off. "

She said with a sweet smile.