Hoya's POV

I woke up today this morning to find the special spot next to me empty.

I stared at it. I imagined Yuri still lying down there, sleeping peacefully.

'Yuri, I love you' I said, going out to touch her cheeks.

And that was when it hit me. There was no cheeks for me to caress. There was no Yuri. There is only me.

Yuri's POV

'Are you okay? You look depressed' Doojoon said.

'Even if I am sad, life must still go on right?' I asked him back, giving him a smile.

'Alright then, its the last filming. Hwaiting!' he said, cheerfully.

'Hwaiting!' I replied, finally smiling again.

'Alright.. To your places!' Director shouted.

I tried to get my mind off him! Really, I did!

But I just kept on recalling..

And to make it worse, we are at a beach location today.

The beach.. Where we had a lot of special moments..

I stared at the waves. I could still recall him throwing me down into the sea. Us chasing each other.

'Yuri!!!' Doojoon yelled playfully before carrying me and throwing me down into the water.

Thanks, now we had to re-enact those memories.

I then stood up and pushed him down into the sea.

I stuck my tongue out at him before running to the shore.

He then chased me and caught on me, giving me a back-hug.

I screamed, laughing.

'Alright.. Good.. CUT!' Director yelled again.

'I need you two to have a kiss later on. Doojoon you push Yuri on the sand and then kiss her, got it?' Director asked us.

'But Director. Yuri might be uncomfortable wit-' Doojoon protested.

'Nope. I'm okay' I interrupted him.

'I'm fine with it, my friend' I reassured him.

L's POV

'Woah, I miss this practice room!' Sungyeol shouted.

'Yup, totally different from the army' Dongwoo added.

'Alright guys, here are the scores' Sunggyu instructed, giving us the scores and lyrics sheets.

'Woah.. Not bad' Woohyun commented.

'Enought to be number 1 again' Sungjong cheered.

'Alright.. First part is myself and then Myungsoo, followed by Sungjong and the bridge with Hoya and the chorus comes in. Let's try that first' Sunggyu said.

I quickly sang my part and then Sungjong but when Hoya's turn came, he didn't sing.

We looked at him. He was staring expressionlessly into the air.

This is worrying. He has never lost interest in practice before.

'Hoya!' Sunggyu shouted.

It was only then that he was snapped back to reality.

'Huh? What?' he asked ,'Aisshh.. My head is aching, I need to rest. I'll go first'

'WAIT! Hoya you can't just leave' the leader said but it was ignored.

'What's wrong with him?' Sungyeol asked.

'HoYul is offically out' I replied.

'What?'

'And its all his fault.. for cheating' Sunggyu added, shaking his head in disapproval.
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'YAA! PUT ME DOWN!!' our leader screamed. He was being held up in the air by Woohyun and Dongwoo.

'No. Unless you agree that we discuss about Hoya's problem first' I replied.

'But recording is 2 days later' he protested.

'Aisshh.. Really.. You are more worried about the song than Hoya? You want me to drop you to the ground?' Woohyun threatened.

'Fine' our leader finally relented ,'Sometimes, I don't think you guys respect me as your dinner'

Hoya's POV

I don't know.. I can't concentrate.

She is no longer here with me. It just can't seem to be accepted by my brain, by my heart, by me.

I went back to the apartment. When I was opening the door..

'Oppa!' I heard a voice call me.

'What are you doing here? GET LOST!' I shouted at Ah Young.

She quickly ran off.

'I don't want to see your face again.. UNDERSTOOD?' I continued shouting to her retreating figure.

I went in and took out some beer.. I need to forget..

I switched on the television..

Then there was a loud advertisment..

'WE GOT MARRIED! DOOJOON AND YURI FINAL EPISODE TOMORROW!'

'AISSHH' I said, annoyed and quickly switched it off.

I then gulped down my first can in one shot..

I felt tears flowing down my cheeks.. They say Men don't cry.. Well I just bloody did..

I'm human too.

I took out my second can, throwing the empty bottle on the floor.

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