Soojin's thoughts~

   I still remember the fateful day we met. The nervous feeling we all had that day. We didn't know how to act. Our managers introduced us to each other. I remember you couldn't understand the words we said. 
   At the time I didn't know your name. I didn't understand what you were saying because you haven't gotten used to speaking our language. Thinking about those memories now make us seem old.

   Remember when you told me you loved me in front of the camera? And when you said that when you fall in love with someone, you didn't need a reason? In that moment, I felt as if my heart could burst from happiness. But I was too afraid. I acted as if I was disgusted and disappointed even though I was bursting with joy inside. I still regret not tellin you how I felt then.

   I tried dating to get you off my mind. But even when I was with Hui, you always appeared with that cute smile on you face in my mind. Your eyes...your eyes they held the universe in them. How I wished those eyes would keep looking and staring into mine...  

  It's too late now isn't it? I let you go and I'll never get you back. I pushed you to far to the point that you have shattered like broken glass. I can't pick up all your pieces and piece you together again. I want to, but how can I? I was the one who gutted you most. I never considered how you felt...I wish I could turn back time...back to the day we first met. I promise I'll change this time. I'll