Learning to live without you is hard, but I think I am getting the hang of it. Sooyoung said you look happier now. Did she show you pictures of Zero? Zero has been a good distraction for me, because of him I am no longer a house fairy. In that sense, he is very much like you. In the past, it was you who would drag me out of the dorm. Now for Zero’s wellbeing, I would make the effort to walk him more. Oh congrats on your new single too! Over my skin is SO SO SO AWESOME!!!

Anyway, I just saw the interview on Buzzfeed even though you told me not to. Ya… I didn’t expect that one comment would linger for so long. But the fans were right, I am totally desperate for you now. Especially seeing you declare that you are desperate for me too! Thank you for holding on and finding me back when I am lost.