My mind is honestly blank.

And I really don't know what I am feeling right now. It's not positive, it is not also neutral. And I don't know if this is considered negative. I also don't know if I'm feeling empty.

I guess I'm just tired.

I think I am tired. And ironically I'm not doing anything excessive. And as much as possible I don't want to interact directly with anyone today. I just want to do nothing. I was just pretending to work here on my office desk.

Maybe I needed sleep.

I wish I would stop forcing myself to sleep during at night. So I could feel everything the next day. And yeah, maybe this is laziness. Maybe I'm not really at work.

Maybe I'm not really happy in general.

Maybe I'll exert positivity tomorrow,

but not today.