Seungri POV

Excited, I came to the coffe shop. Because Jiyong hyung called me ...

Not knowing what to expect, I almost flew away.

Today, the coffee shop was closed due to special operations.

Surprised, I went inside.

Everyone is happy. Especially Jiyong hyung ... love is flowing from his whole body.

I don't understand why.

- "Oh, Seungri is here!How long does it take? Jiyong hyung approached me.

In my heart play drums like a thousand drummers. It's almost audible to the person next to me.

"Um ... I'm sorry," I stammered.

"Ririyahhhhhh ..." Dae hyung came up to me and hugged me.

Wait ... what does it smell like ... alcohol ???

"Dae hyung, did you drink alcohol?"

- Yes, a little. What will he do? Come here and sit at the table. Dae hyung dragged me to the table, saying that we were celebrating an important holiday.

Everyone is sitting. At the head of the table sat a wonderful woman.

She was a proud woman with blonde hair and brown eyes. There are female students who are famous, self-conscious, and fully aware of who they are. There is such a proud woman sitting there.

Before I could ask Dae hyung why, Jiyong hyung got up to speak.

Everyone was silent.

- Thank you for supporting me. Thanks to TOP and Bae, who have been friends with me for so many years. Hope to be together forever. Thanks also to Hyo, Dae and Seungri. I don't know why, just thank you ... and I want to apologize to someone.

Seungri, I'm sorry hyung. I'm sorry I ignored you for months. It's not your fault. Because of my cowardice and shyness. Because I don't like to show my weaknesses to others. Let's be like brothers in the future.

Well, let's finish our long conversation and start the party by celebrating the return of my bride to me.

I just  like a statue.

Should I be happy? Should I cry because I'm hurt? I do not know.

Think in order

"He called me."

"I'm sorry."

"Let's be like brothers."

- The bride's return party ...

I laughed outside and died inside.

I can't stay here long. I can't see his happy face. Only I have to make him happy ...

Seungri, come back to Earth. Reconcile with real life ...

Seungri, welcome to the hard life of the soft world !!

It's only now that I realize how hard it is to smile falsely.

For the first time, I feel the pain of losing a loved one.

For the first time, I am experiencing chest pain and severe pain that makes it impossible to breathe.

For the first time, I am working the muscles of patience not to let out tears.

I don't like this party, as if testing the limits of patience in the dark fog.

Someone put a soft hand on my shoulder. I looked back. TOP hyung ..

"Be patient, you can. Don't cry in front of him. There must be someone to love you. There must be a couple in the world. Jiyong has not deserve to take your pure heart. You are strong, you can. There must be someone to love you ... he whispered and walked away from me.

I looked around. Everyone's eyes were on me. Except for two people ...

I thought I was hiding my feelings

I secretly loved him and dreamed of being with him in my dreams.

But everyone knew ...

Yes, TOP hyung is right. I can't cry.

Because I am the eldest son of the family

Because I am the brother of a beautiful queen

Because I am a man

Because I have no right to offend anyone

Because he doesn't know I fall in  love him.

My phone rang as I floated through the endless fog. I looked at the screen somewhere on the phone.

My savior ... my uncle is calling.

- "Riri, are you late tonight?I'm going to rest today. I want to go for a walk with you. Dating brothers. Do you want to go with me

My God, of course ... I'm ready to go anywhere as long as I get out of this dark environment.

- "All right, let's go,dating " I shouted. I didn't even know I was screaming

My uncle chuckled behind the phone and hung up. Everyone stared at me.

Suddenly TOP hyung

- wooow were our maknae invited to date? Who is that lucky person? Go fast. He turned to me, saying that it was bad to wait for someone on a date.

I didn't answer. We just talked with our eyes

- "I'm sorry, Jiyong hyung. I had to go. And I accept your forgiveness. I also support your idea of being like a brother in the future. I'm sorry, sister-in-law.  I'd see you later... i said hurried to the door without waiting for anyone to answer. 

My tears flowed like a river.

Thanks to my uncle for saving me from embarrassment, and thanks to TOP hyung for encouraging me

I can. Because I am Victory.

I went home, hugged my uncle silently, and cried. My uncle hugged me tightly ..

- "I know. Don't cry. This is not the end of the world. This is the true face of this hard world .. said my uncle

- "Do you know why I'm crying? How ??

 I stared at my uncle with tears in my eyes.

At that moment, I thought again my uncle as a mind reader.

He shook his head, smiled, and looked at me lovingly

- "Otherwise, my strong son ... I'm not a mind reader. Bae called me and asked permission to take you to the party. I asked what the party was for. He said it was a celebration of Jiyong's bride's return. That's when I thought I shouldn't keep you there. Then I called you. It's a little late to get things done, and I'm sorry it's a little late

I just shook my head. Thank you for having such a great uncle by my side who understands me

The dating was really good.

Little did I know that my uncle loved ice cream so much.

Who would have thought that a scientist would like to sit and play on a roller coaster like a child?

I never imagined playing with a water cannon.

I was so happy, I forgot everything