A/N: Idk why I struggled so much writing this chapter- I couldn’t put my thoughts into words, so this is the best I could do :( Promise the next letters are deffo a lot more interesting. Also sorry for the late update- I’ve got exams so I’ve been concentrating on those.

Also, please comment what you think!

Dear Baekhyun,

A series of events have led up to this much overdue letter. I mean, it’s been over a month since my last one, during which a few things made me realize that endlessly praising you in the past couple of letters may have actually made you uncomfortable, rather than grateful, although that most definitely wasn’t my intent.

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Baekhyun paused his reading and raised eyebrows in surprise; how did she know how I felt? Am I that predictable?

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I just wanted to let you know through those letters how grateful I was for you and the impact our friendship had on my life.

This also made me feel the need to clarify a few things though, because looking at everything from your perspective, I think I may have come across as a little…different… to what I expected and that there might have been a few misunderstandings.

The first being that I never once put you high up on a pedestal or anything, Baekhyun – Yes, I was quite dependant on you at first and looked up to you as a person from time to time, but I didn’t see you as someone unapproachable or on a different level. You were (are?) my friend.

The second thing I need to clear up is that I feel like I’ve made you out to be a saint; but the thing is you never were. You were simply a human like me, who also had embarrassing moments and made mistakes too. Which brings me on to my main point (yes bt