pls read the a/n at the bottom :)

Dear Baekhyun,

I guess I've composed myself now; well I ought to have lol, it has been a while since my previous letter. Several months actually and now it's almost our third year graduation anniversary.

I'm over it- about being left in the dark about you and whatnot- or at least I will be (I've become more soft now; it's my worst trait). I've had time to think things over, a lot of time y'know, to sort out my feelings and more.

In the meantime I also managed to check out your group (it was unavoidable, really, with your faces being plastered all over the town walls and all) and watched your performances online, and it was...surreal, to say the least. Seeing you on stage reminded me of a distant memory; one that I forgot even existed because it was pushed so far back in my mind that when I remembered, I had to convince myself it was real and not a hallucination.

It was of when you took part in our middle school talent show in around...eighth grade? I think, or sometime around then. It was the first and last time (until now) I had heard you sing... I didn't know you had such a deep and powerful voice in you, and it was perhaps one of the many times you had left me in awe. I did wonder for a while after the competition about why you never sung again, but never brought it up and that soon became a forgotten memory. So hearing your voice again made me question how I had overlooked such a huge memory and perhaps clue.

Had you always wanted to become a singer?

If so, I'm happy you've achieved your dream.

I can’t quite say I’ve achieved mine yet.

If I'm being honest I don't know why I decided to write this letter. I wasn't planning to, but I felt like I had to explain my feelings in the end, even if you're