Dear Baekhyun,

It’s now been officially two years since you left and I know I should start this letter off a bit more sentimentally and stuff, but I’ll get straight to my point, since I don’t have much time right now.

Do you remember our first day of high school? Because I sure as hell can never forget. New environment, new people, new everything; all the things I hate.

You were the only person I recognized in our class (which we were somehow together in, again), and so I clung on to you like a lost puppy. I was extremely shy back then, but somehow I was daring enough to follow you around even if we weren’t close at all, and you let me. I guess there was something about your aura that made me feel comfortable and confident around you. You befriended our classmates quickly, while I struggled to even greet them, but whenever you noticed, you would introduce me as your childhood friend and make sure I was included. I know I’ve said it before, but once again thank you for that, really.

I don't know if you'll ever realize how much you truly turned around my world, Byun Baekhyun.

I was never good at approaching others or being in new surroundings, but you changed that for me. You were always the more outgoing, friendly one and I was like your shadow, but I liked it; I preferred staying on the sidelines and watching from afar. Until you pulled me into your world.

At this point you might be wondering why I’m suddenly bringi