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Umji wound down the simulation as she let out a breath, removing the headset that had her plugged in. Her eyes were dry, and she blinked them rapidly to get moisture back in them.

A low cough by the door got her attention, and Umji spun around on her chair, beaming when she saw Yerin leaning against the wall, who had apparently waited a while for her. Surprisingly, there was no Yuju by her side, which was odd by Umji’s reckoning. The last couple of days had seen the shaman almost surgically attached to Yerin whenever they were out and about in the base, though they did tone it down around Eunha to some degree. 

It didn’t take a genius to figure out that the triangle had been resolved, and while Umji felt bad for Eunha, she was also happy for the new couple. Yuju-unnie was smiling more and being more active, and that was a good sign. Umji thought the girl was being a little too anxious about letting Yerin out of her sight sometimes, but then again she had never been in a relationship herself, who was she to judge how a couple behaved? Certainly the other pair in the team also had what Umji considered to be a dysfunctional way of relating to each other (why did they like fighting so much???), but at this point the young hacker had just resolved to be fully zen about it. It wasn’t like her opinion was going to change anything, so why bother?

“Thanks for decoding the data, by the way.” Yerin pushed herself off the wall, flopping casually on one of the other chairs that was free of clutter. Umji nodded in acknowledgement, leaning forward with a thoughtful expression.

“No problem, the files were pretty interesting too. I hope you don’t mind I kept a copy of the research data, I didn’t realize Hyeongdae was this far along on wetware manipulation.” 

Yerin grinned. “I was expecting you to keep backups anyway, don’t worry about it.” The assassin grew serious after a second.

“I think I’m going to need your help on something else. Bit of a big project, might take a while.”

“Oh?” Umji looked interested. While most of the team had been laying low and not taking any jobs for the last few months, Umji had no such restriction, since most of her work could be done remotely anyway. Most of the time she was infiltrating business networks and databases to sieve for useful data she could barter off for either credits or favors on the dark web. It kept her sharp, and it passed the time. Plus it also meant that she could always afford to get the latest toys she wanted without having to go through Sowon for it. Umji was nothing if not resourceful.

“You don’t have to do it though, it’s pretty risky. Sowon will have my head if you get in trouble.” Yerin warned, but that only piqued Umji’s curiosity further. The hacker gestured at her to continue, and Yerin bit back a smile. Of course danger didn’t deter the girl. If anything, the challenge would only spur her on. She had counted on that happening.

“An old friend of mine left a backdoor in a system a few years ago. She’s gone now, but I remember her mentioning it.”

“You want me to find that backdoor? You have the bypass protocols?” Umji frowned, steepling her fingers together. “It’s tricky though, if it’s old. No telling if it has been removed by now.”

Yerin nodded. “I’m not an expert, but she said something about subverting the compiler.” Yerin smiled a little sadly. “She was always paranoid about access. You would have liked her I think.”

“I’m sorry for your loss.” Umji said simply. It was obvious in Yerin’s eyes that the friend she spoke of was no longer in this world. The hacker cocked her head.

“What do you have for me though, if you want me to locate this?”

“Access into BlackStar. That sound good enough?” Yerin watched Umji carefully, noting with satisfaction the way the hacker’s eyes widened.

“Wait, BlackStar is real? I thought it was just a spook story.”

Yerin smirked. “It’s real. I have the access credentials. Outdated, but according to my contact, they haven’t updated the format. That and the protocols are still the same. It’s somewhere for you to start.”

Umji looked like she had struck the lottery. Then she blinked, staring at Yerin.

“You want me to break into BlackStar’s server?”

“One of the delinked nodes. My friend left something for me in there, but I never got a chance to access it before. I never thought I would have to, but I can’t do it on my own now.” Her own access rights had been deactivated following her apparent death three years ago, and Yerin wasn’t going to set off system-wide alarms by announcing herself on the network if she tried to login now. Umji was her best hope. 

Umji eyed Yerin cautiously, thinking it through. As tempted as she was by the thought of accessing the rumored BlackStar -- which was the hidden arm of Tristar as whispered on the dark web -- it was still incredibly dangerous to risk going up against a triple A-ranked megacorp, much less their less than legal side. 

It was an open secret on the dark web that most of the A ranked megacorps and above had black ops teams contracted directly to them, since not everything could be palmed off to shadowrunners. BlackStar wasn’t just the black ops division though, if the rumors were true. It was an organization within an organization, but more importantly, no one had ever actually verified its existence, even among the hacker community. Umji had heard stories about how people talked about unearthing BlackStar for the clout it would bring, but those voices often vanished or stopped talking about that entirely after those claims had been made. Even the name ‘BlackStar’ was coined because of the alleged links to Tristar, but other than idle gossip on private channels, no one really dug much deeper into it. It was one of the bigger unsolved mysteries in Korea, and the consensus was that no one really wanted to risk getting caught and erased like all the others who had tried.

“I know you have your doubts. I wouldn’t ask this of anyone. But Hayoung’s dead. As far as I know, she kept her trace programs to herself. The next generation isn’t anywhere near as effective.” Heechul had said as much, expressing his disappointment with the recruits he had to work with. It was why he was so eager to bring her back into the fold. The ongoing operations needed an experienced field commander, and Yerin was the only one left from the old Magitek elite. Yerin had been stalling on it the entire time, but continued doing him favors in order to buy herself more space to maneuver. 

“Your friend was BlackStar.” Umji gaped at her. Yerin nodded curtly.

“She went on a mission and never came back. Asked me to check her private servers for a key if that happened. I would have, but then stuff happened.” Seongnam had happened, and she almost died there. Now that she thought about it, it almost felt like a purge. Yerin had spent too much time on the run to fully consider the implications, but it made her blood run cold to think of it. They had been valued assets, but just as disposable as anything else when the time came. 

“And you…” Umji started, eyes still wide. Yerin raised a finger to her lips. Umji got the hint, leaning back in her chair as her mind raced, weighing the odds. She bit her lip, setting her jaw with determination.

“I’ll do it.”

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FishnRead
#1
Chapter 7: I kept postponing reading this one because I just knew it’d make me emotional. And sure enough it did, but not quite in the way I expected? Real-life Yuju said once that Eunha could be comforting without saying anything grand, and that’s kinda mirrored here in the fiction. Her words are so simple, but they feel so powerful and touching because I know their story and I know Eunha means them. Where do I find an Eunha in my life TT TT But what I really hope is that Eunha can be her own... Eunha? I mean, things like, “It’s more than enough, you don’t have to do this forever”, I wish she could hear those words too.

This side story also gives me the feels because we’ve come pretty much full circle from Shadow Rising (wew what a journey). What I like about Eunha’s arc since then though is that she is still recognizably herself, still very much emotionally driven and somewhat risky/extreme. But after learning the consequences the hard way, the same weakness that started all this is now her source of strength. I suppose growth is its own reward, but man do I feel the irrational need to crane over the fourth wall and tell Eunha she’s doing such a good job given the mess they're all in TT TT. Btw, this is so much better than my old crackpot theory that Eunha offered to let the Spider leech on her instead XD. Sorry (not sorry) for making you read this longass rant haha your fault really for making me this soft for Eunha’s character :P.
FishnRead
#2
Chapter 6: Oof right in the feels when Yerin’s narration says she finally felt the urge to settle down. Idk what it is about the concept of home that always gets me TT TT. That Yerin has found a home in Yuju after *emphatically*/all they’ve been through/ really touches my heart TT TT. I have this inexplicably heavy table lamp and I will NOT hesitate to swing it at whoever dares threaten what Yeju have now (maybe a pillow at Eunha if she gets too close hahaha I’m so sorry).
FishnRead
#3
Chapter 5: Ooh the merging of consciousness with thrown into the mix definitely reminds me of the mind-melding thing that Asari do in Mass Effect. And why is Yeju always so INTENSE in here. I feel like the Yujuna romance, even with their re-incarnation complications, is something like “If we’re not together I’ll be so heartbroken because we’re really good together”, but the Yeju romance feels like “If we’re not together I CAN and WILL physically disintegrate”. I think that’s why I was a bit slow in starting to root for Yeju as lovers, because I personally feel under normal circumstances their utter interdependence would be considered an unhealthy sign. But their circumstances couldn’t be further from normal, and I'm more and more convinced they belong together as their pasts are revealed. I just want them to end up happy TT TT. Also, Eunha needs to pay more attention in Magic Theory 101 like girl why were you still holding out hope knowing the nature of the Bond XD.
FishnRead
#4
Chapter 4: Yo if Umji and Hayoung somehow DO manage to meet and work together to take down Tristar, I'm gonna go absolutely feral. Like, it doesn't get much cooler than that. And I'm so happy to see a little more of Umji here in the archives. The technomancer thing is dope and I love her geeky personality to bits. Man, take me back to simpler times when Yuju and Umji were blowing things up messing with the security features in their old safe house. Everything is a mess now TT TT.
FishnRead
#5
Chapter 3: It was always in rain that they find each other huh TT TT That still rings true, even in Bloodlines, as Yeju help each other time after time in some of their darkest moments uwu. I hope that, by the end, Yerin will have realised that she has not only Yuju but a family "forged in fire" (Yuju's words) who genuinely care about her. Btw, I forgot to mention it before but every time OhJungPark friendship is featured in a fic I gain +10 HP so thank you for sustaining me haha. I hope to see more of them as a side story or otherwise, but what we have so far is already great (albeit tragic as hell).
FishnRead
#6
Chapter 2: Suddenly I had a RevelationTM. Now that I know almost the whole story, could it be that Yuju can always see through Yerin’s suggestions because she made a connection with Yerin as a child, before her ability manifested fully? The other obvious theory would be, since Yerin's appearance reflects the onlooker's desire, Yuju simply wants Yerin, exactly as she is uwu. But whatever the case, the fantasy element i.e. Yerin's magic is such a handy way to show how her masks whatever their nature just don't work on Yuju. That is really affecting uwu. No wonder she fell in love so hard.
FishnRead
#7
Chapter 1: Oh, this is a nice change of tone? Eunha is... happy??? It’s even a bit reminiscent of real-life Yujuna’s “training days”, since real Yuju has talked about being the first to text Eunha to welcome her to the company, so it’s really nice to-“They promised to never be apart, and Eunbi would have brought Yuna home to see her family, but the war seemed to go on forever. And when it was finally over, it was too late.” Oh. Nevermind. Welp, there’s Eunha crying again. Yeah that checks out (HAHA HELP). Seriously though, I’ve been more focused on Yuju and Yerin’s suffering in Bloodlines, but this reminds me how there’s something really lonely about Eunha’s suffering. She’s carrying the burdens from more than one lifetime, which is not fair to ask of anyone, let alone one so smol. I think that’s why Eunha in Crossroads makes me sad as well. Those closest to her don’t have her memory so it’s hard for them to understand TT TT And the way she always feels cold TT TT *Google how to give a fictional character a hug*.
youthwen #8
Chapter 7: I m crying. We all love u too Eunha ಥ╭╮ಥ always have ( ;∀;)
And i love u too author nim (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ thank you for the series of stories.
stegosh #9
Chapter 7: first of all thank you so much for writing this. Don't mind me i just need to get it off my chest ok? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THAT LAST LINE HITS HARD ;;______________________________________;;
so this is why Yuju said she took too much already..Eunha was giving a piece of her to every part of Yuju she encountered along the way and comforting each one of them at the same time..although Yuju already gave her heart to someone else, it still felt so personal..I really love how selfless Eunha is towards Yuju and just how pure her love is for her that she's willing to put aside her own feeling.. it's very hard to choose for something so tempting as that but she did the right thing. Anyway..i knew which ship is the end game but thanks for this. They got that special bond as well and i'm satisfied with that.
It's cute that Yuju gave her piece of heart to guard Yerin though, it's your turn to save Yerin now~ i can't wait for ch 25 now!